reflections

addicted

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addiction
wanting something thats not good for me
addiction
been through the steps
know where they lead
addiction
still i look
wanting to see
addiction
wanting you to want me

addicted is how i wanna be
drowning in love
dreaming of you and me
addicted to thoughts of
winning, constantly winning
addicted, so addicted
i admit it

addiction
can’t stop when I know I should go
addiction
knowing it will only
end up hurting me
addiction
such strong cravings
addiction
stronger than me

addicted is how i wanna be
drowning in love
dreaming of you and me
addicted to thoughts of
winning, constantly winning
addicted, so addicted
i admit it

addiction
trying to make wrong right
addiction
a well traveled path
another lonely night
addiction
you got the power
but still dont see the light
addiction
giving up the fight

got to
have to
turn around
walk away
i conquered
my addiction
today

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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