• re:love

    if only

    here i sit lonely thinking of her oh if only only she could see what she does to me if only she knew my mind races with thoughts how my heart stops if only she knew what her eyes do yea if only if only she knew then i might not be so so lonely oh, if only tick tock thoughts another day gone wake to tomorrow’s dawn oh if only hoping not to be alone my love unknown if only only he could see what he does to me yea if only if only he knew then i might not be so so lonely if only if only things…

  • re:love

    kissless

    i would rather go kissless than to be with just any one would rather go kissless than it just be for fun no, my kisses are priceless not just anyone can receive the kisses im sending because i do believe that he is out there the one my kisses belong to he is breathing the same air i know one day out of the blue that god will answer my prayer i just got to stay true save my kisses for when i care i would rather go kissless cuz i know what he’s worth would rather go kissless than to kiss just anyone on this earth i know what…

  • reflections

    boys at play

    So hard for a gurl After hearing all the lines To believe any boy Each time try to be open My heart played with Like a toy Played with Til it’s broken So tell me Tell me you’re different Tell me not worry Tell me you want me There isn’t any hurry Tell me No, promise That you will stay Hold me Make me believe There’s a man out there Who is honest Not a boy at play I close my eyes Count to ten Try to forget All the lines I’ve heard All the words whispered All the next day regrets Focus on you Try to believe What you’ve…

  • re:love

    jason

    The first one was in marine biology You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me Young girl looking for a boys affection All he had to do was give me a lil attention Yea Jason was so smooth Had me swayin to his lines Too good to be the truth I thought I learned my lesson Until I met Jason #2 He had those puppy dog eyes Had me looking at his profile Next day I see he left a message for me We had a date to meet by the end of the week Yea Jason #2 So cute He twirled me on the dance floor…

  • reflections

    never go away

    I can leave If ya want me to That’s the last thing I want You know it too Yea, I’m still here I wanna stay But I won’t Until you say I want you Only you Never go away Now I have wished upon a star I’ve crossed my heart Heard the lines Been torn apart Still I’m here Waiting and praying That you will want to start On a journey with me Down the aisle Hand out, shaking Wanting to see me smile Been a long time Since I drifted off Got lost in thought Lost in you Catch myself daydreaming Caught up in you Yea lately I’ve been…

  • reflections

    on hold

    Ever since I met you I’ve been Holding my breath Hoping That maybe Someday You would Hold my hand Until then You’ve got A strong Hold on my heart I feel it breaking Each time I see you Holding her So close So tight Breathing in And out As I fight The tears inside Holding on Try to be strong Hold it Won’t show it To love and to hold Sometimes means Letting go Hold my head up high As I wave good bye No more Love on hold

  • re:love

    new music

    yea its time to get me some new music got a habit that I’ve been working to kick keep hitting forward on my player and it keeps playing all the songs that make me think of you back when you made me weak when our love was strong yea got to get me some new music can’t keep playing all my old tunes just make me think of you of us and that’s too dangerous cuz then I get a lil taste and all it does is make my heart ache got to hear some new lyrics pick my heart up and away get me through today without you gotta…

  • hope/love/happiness

    I can’t wait

    Baby I can’t wait To do so much with you Makeup to mud Go out and stay in All the fun And then some We could fall in You think it’s all too common This thing we got going on Think that all I’m looking for is a promise That you know our love is strong Baby you’re wrong Cause if I’m being honest I want that And so much more I want the happy ever after All the love and laughter Want to be swirled on the dance floor Want to be told I’m you’re only girl And showed even more Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick I…

  • reflections

    be her man

    she will never change you tell yourself everything trying to make it, make sense hoping that you can save all that you thought you ever had the family, the wife, the life you wanted the one that haunted all those lonely nights when you promised yourself if you had just one chance again you would take her hand again and again no matter what the cost you would be her man now here you are laying beside her wondering why you’re not touching why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing and then you remember that feeling the one you had before remember why you walked out…

  • re:love

    you. don’t. know.

    Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…