reflections

be her man

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she will never change
you tell yourself everything
trying to make it, make sense
hoping that you can save
all that you thought you ever had
the family, the wife, the life
you wanted
the one that haunted
all those lonely nights
when you promised yourself
if you had just one chance again
you would take her hand
again and again
no matter what the cost
you would be her man

now here you are
laying beside her
wondering why you’re not touching
why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing
and then you remember that feeling
the one you had before
remember why you walked out the door
hoping for something more
then your heart sinks
when you start to think
of who i could be touching
who is getting my loving

remember what you told me
you wanted that falling feeling
wanted the touching, loving, squeezing
missing my kissing
couldn’t wait to be with me
holding me tight
then she called
you went running back
now you can’t sleep
without dreaming of me

well you can keep
laying beside her
wondering why you’re not touching
why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing
and then you remember that feeling
the one you had before
remember why you walked out the door
hoping for something more
then your heart sinks
when you start to think
of who i could be touching
who is getting my loving

be her man
be the best you can
stop dreaming of me
you can rest assured
you were mistaken
when you thought i was waiting
baby i’m already taken

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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