reflections

what i dreamt it to be, what it has been, what it is, and what it can become…reflections of love’s past, present, and future…love revolutions.

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    synchronicity

    At the time there was something wrong with me Remember when I was fond of you Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me It is more like there was something wrong with you Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you wanted I couldn’t be Synchronicity You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have Remember I had to forget about you Now you wondering about what we had Wanting to know if I still think what I knew Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you…

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    that’s what she said

    I would of loved you forever Could of kissed you everyday Anything to be together Anything but this way That’s what she said I loved you when we first met Loved the way you laughed I knew you would be the one I could never forget Knew it was you I could never have That’s what he said Fell like they didn’t see the fall Thought it wouldn’t hurt To just call Never had given my heart To anyone else but he Never could of imagined Him without me, our family That’s what she said I left her for good Threw out her and her boys Finally rid of wife…

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    clear blue cries

    wanted to be presented as a mrs say goodbye to first kisses thought maybe you could be that for me wanting who we were feeling light as a feather thought maybe you would be that for me but here i cry clear blue cries rolling down from my clear blue crying eyes crying out your flame guess you dont feel the same that funny feeling, the butterflies melting into your eyes thought maybe you felt that for me now im in bed crying cant even think of trying thought never you would become that for me here i cry clear blue cries in bed crying my clear blue crying eyes…

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    barefoot guess

    i just need an answer to get me through one more night without you it isn’t logical it doesn’t make sense it exhausts me haunts me more than a want a need something i have to do this question that i can’t answer without you please tell me can you forget those summer nights in july fireworks lighting up the sky hand in hand barefoot, leaving tracks in the sand skin glowing in the moonlight wind blowing my sundress yea baby tell me don’t make me guess singing the songs together knowing just when to cut in and then harmonize look into each others eyes keep finding you  in the…

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    brave tidal wave

    today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight yesterday i got rid of you pictures and thoughts let go of you know you cant be caught yea i’ve giving up on us so what but i wont ever no i wont ever give up on me tomorrow you can say what you want do as you please play that part but i will always always know no matter what you cant say i didnt try to give you my heart yea, today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight and just when i thought you were…

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    love again*

    i remember day dreamin in third grade about where i would be someday first time, i gave my my heart to lil brown eyed girl reaching for stars she wanted to sing and play guitar i was holding her in the dark keeping her from the spotlight she had to go take a leap of faith left me here all alone to wait in no rush had all the time in the world never thought i would be where i am never thought of life without love now here i am out on my own making way, everyday tryin to become someone so when she comes back she will see…

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    your only gurl

    i remember that country summer crickets chirping and lighting bugs i didnt think you could get any handsomer we didnt have a care in the world and i remember all i could think was i just wanted to be your only gurl yea, in my cotton dress, hair in a ponytail truck radio in the background playing love sounds going down the dirt road me sitting in the middle with your arm around we didnt have a care in the world and i remember all i could think was i just wanted to be your only gurl fence made of barbwire cattle guard crossing find a spot in the pasture…

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    nightmares of you

    believe, hope, and dream life’s blissful theme all these things i thought of you believed that you were the one hoped of what i had envisioned and now i dream of you the dreams that haunt more scary than any nightmare i’ve ever had yea gimme running, falling, getting shot gimme freddie room full of snakes anything but a dream of you and i’ll be ready won’t have the shakes when i wake and realize its not true each day i wake up try to make up for the the dreams of you every night i go to sleep get in a dream deep dreams too good to be true…

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    bigger than texas

    you had touched my heart before i even knew you that is the honest truth there was just something about you i don’t know what it was what it is but it is there and it has always been there i guess you could say you answered my prayers i dont know what is worse to know or not some things i will never know but i know this about me i wouldn’t pass up on love if i felt that strongly if it’s there what i’ve been dreaming of so little that would of kept me away no, there isnt much i wouldn’t do to be with you and…