reflections
what i dreamt it to be, what it has been, what it is, and what it can become…reflections of love’s past, present, and future…love revolutions.
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tailspin
most of the time i feel like i can take over the world, but when im with you i feel like a little gurl all my confidence gone away so beautiful yet so invincible how can i be one in the same people run to me but i have to run to you and then watch you run away when i get to the top ill crash and burn tell myself loved and learned its the climb that counts so i keep moving dont look down slow and steady dont look down until your ready tail spin most of the time i think i can keep living without you keep…
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wake up
i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be there on my back again looking at the ceiling another lonely yawn find the courage to wake up, get up, live up to the promises i’ve made when you wake up without me are ya haunted without me holding what you wanted not me remember the promise that you broke remember me heart broke remember us the words i spoke holding back the tears my heart you keep stealing when i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be…
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dream waves
there you are looking good as always smiling so big ear to ear i hope you’re having a good time shining in the sun’s rays eyes twinkling so unaware oh, i should’ve known you’d be my best memory you’d be the one haunting my dreams those nights we spent alone dream after dream the stars dancing on the water smelling the ocean breeze feeling everlasting love looking at you and thinking yea, you’re what im dreaming of seeing you now looking like you dont see me playing hide and seek how you pretend dont say you forgot those nights in the moonlight lips, love, touchin skin on skin those nights…
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what he’s thinking
wondering what he’s thinking those thoughts he doesn’t say my heart continually sinking waiting for that day when he will open up say enough is enough say what he’s thinking the song is almost over been waiting for you to see dare to get to know her the woman in me i read those thoughts behind his eyes his actions speak louder than he talks how hard he tries tries to hide what he’s feeling what he’s thinking inside just waiting for the day waiting for him to say what he’s thinking keep getting the silent treatment wont say what’s on his mind why do i keep pretending? why do…
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ya got me
ya know ya always said that you’d be around always said, that you’d know how to get to me, didn’t matter day or night well baby where are ya now? my cheeks they havent been dry in weeks my nights, spent cryin turnin, my pillow turnin lookin for the dry side all night cryin surrender yea i remember ya always said, you’d know how to get to me what you would do yea if ya only knew you can still get to me baby, where are you now didnt think that you’d be still gettin to me wonderin why im tryin to hide what you do to me all day…
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having you to love
i remember when we met you would think that i could forget but its always your face that seems to appear whenever i have to reach that place where i have no fear my happy ending i want tired of pretending tired of nonchalant tired of not having you to love when i think of you its like i am weightless when i see you smile its always the best ya know ive met alot of people in my life yea you would think i could forget my happy ending i want tired of pretending tired of nonchalant tired of not having you to love wonder if after all this…
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radio addiction
addiction call me your fool i follow you addiction breaking my own rules turning my radio on addiction wanting something thats not good for me been through the steps, know where they lead addiction still i look, wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me even though your gone yea you’re gone still here i sit thinking, smiling remembering, crying laughing, trying to remember us and better times listening to the radio on yea, i find you in the songs remembering how you would sing along even though your gone yea you’re gone addiction forgot the number one trying to make wrong right addiction a well traveled path another…
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that changes everything
up, when i should be asleep down, dreaming of a love that’s deep yea thinking bout me and you wondering what to do waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything wondering if tomorrow will be the day don’t make me wait til next year all these nights thinking how it will be trying to see the moment crystal clear waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything the moment that changes everything the moment that’s worth all this pain sleepless nights, fantasy dreams lots of slow music…
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love whispers
its the birthday gifts, little notes, and smiles and sometimes even tears we say “take care” or “be good” and listen to each others fears it could be just giving a hug or listening and not saying a word being that shoulder to cry on and that voice that sometimes needs to be heard we show it by forgiving when we shouldnt lending a hand when one has fallen praying for those who need gods strength and being there at 3am when their callin it comes in all forms and fashion love is not one to define if you listen you can hear it its in your heart and mine…