getting better
wondering if you could be thinking of me too
feeling so stupid for having such strong feelings
and then knowing you cant see
what ive been seeing
given you too many chances
so many chances
thoughts keep putting a feeling my heart
makes me crazy in the head
cant believe i keep saying
all the things ive said
been trying to figure out what this is
what this is
so here i will wait
not going to go to you again
yea if we are gonna ever be
then you will have to come to me
forget the consequences
of us being together
dont miss this
no dont miss this
cause im just gonna
keep getting better
we’ve been
always playing it safe
never coloring outside the lines
do what everyone expects
be what others want to see
playing pretend
all that to be happy
so “happy”
yea you think
i’ll keep calling forever
always be a tomorrow
taken me for granted
the gurl next door
been there knocking
yea me always knocking
this kind of love
can make you think
anything is possible
until ya realize
what ya thought was
impossible
that i would ever
stop calling
no im not calling
anymore
not going to run next door to you again
yea if we are gonna ever be
then you will have to come to me
ya had your chance
for us to be together
you’re gonna miss this
miss this
and im just gonna
keep getting better
sherocks
they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.