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jason

jason

The first one was in marine biology
You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me
Young girl looking for a boys affection
All he had to do was give me a lil attention

Yea Jason was so smooth
Had me swayin to his lines
Too good to be the truth
I thought I learned my lesson
Until I met Jason #2

He had those puppy dog eyes
Had me looking at his profile
Next day I see he left a message for me
We had a date to meet by the end of the week
Yea Jason #2
So cute

He twirled me on the dance floor
Held me tight, had my heart racing
Gave me a feeling I couldn’t ignore
Until I found out about another girl he was chasin…
Then I met another Jason

Third time I thought was a charm
Yea he had me thinking I was the only girl on his arm
Telling me I was different
Wanting to see me

You know they say shame on you once, shame on me twice…
Yea he had me thinking I was wrong before
And now I am paying the price
Lesson number 3
Learned and burned
No more Jason’s and me

never go away

never go away
I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

Now I have
wished upon a star
I’ve crossed my heart
Heard the lines
Been torn apart
Still I’m here
Waiting and praying
That you will want to start
On a journey with me
Down the aisle
Hand out, shaking
Wanting to see me smile

Been a long time
Since I drifted off
Got lost in thought
Lost in you
Catch myself daydreaming
Caught up in you
Yea lately I’ve been
Wondering
Wondering off
Off road
Off track
Off the path
Wondering about you
Do you feel it too?

All the years
I’ve been waiting
All the time
You’ve been hesitating
All the tears
From my eyes
Knowing
You’ve never cried
Never even tried

I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

new music

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yea its time to get me some new music
got a habit that I’ve been working to kick
keep hitting forward on my player
and it keeps playing all the songs
that make me think of you
back when you made me weak
when our love was strong

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

got to hear some new lyrics
pick my heart up and away
get me through today
without you
gotta play something new
i cant hear the old songs
the same
without you

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
that just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

baby you had me all excited
felt like a queen for a day
and then all of sudden you decided
that you had to runaway
as bad as i want to hide it
baby you still find me
lyrics talk
i try so hard to fight it
melodies whisper
yea its time to get me some
some new music
got a habit
I’ve been fighting to kick
you music

be her man

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she will never change
you tell yourself everything
trying to make it, make sense
hoping that you can save
all that you thought you ever had
the family, the wife, the life
you wanted
the one that haunted
all those lonely nights
when you promised yourself
if you had just one chance again
you would take her hand
again and again
no matter what the cost
you would be her man

now here you are
laying beside her
wondering why you’re not touching
why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing
and then you remember that feeling
the one you had before
remember why you walked out the door
hoping for something more
then your heart sinks
when you start to think
of who i could be touching
who is getting my loving

remember what you told me
you wanted that falling feeling
wanted the touching, loving, squeezing
missing my kissing
couldn’t wait to be with me
holding me tight
then she called
you went running back
now you can’t sleep
without dreaming of me

well you can keep
laying beside her
wondering why you’re not touching
why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing
and then you remember that feeling
the one you had before
remember why you walked out the door
hoping for something more
then your heart sinks
when you start to think
of who i could be touching
who is getting my loving

be her man
be the best you can
stop dreaming of me
you can rest assured
you were mistaken
when you thought i was waiting
baby i’m already taken

you. don’t. know.

tou dont know

Funny how you think you know me
With just some texts and pics
You know all about my personality
My laugh, my cry,
My faith, my trust,
My smell, and that look in my eyes
You haven’t been there for
My high fives, my down lows
You. Don’t. Know.

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

I know I said a lot, TMI like no other
But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly
Always hoping of finding more than a lover
Still can’t believe I fell for your lies, line after line

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

Yea I don’t know you
We haven’t spent time together
Your absence is loud
The distance speaks volumes
You don’t have to turn it up
I’m not callin

addicted

Picture 1

addiction
wanting something thats not good for me
addiction
been through the steps
know where they lead
addiction
still i look
wanting to see
addiction
wanting you to want me

addicted is how i wanna be
drowning in love
dreaming of you and me
addicted to thoughts of
winning, constantly winning
addicted, so addicted
i admit it

addiction
can’t stop when I know I should go
addiction
knowing it will only
end up hurting me
addiction
such strong cravings
addiction
stronger than me

addicted is how i wanna be
drowning in love
dreaming of you and me
addicted to thoughts of
winning, constantly winning
addicted, so addicted
i admit it

addiction
trying to make wrong right
addiction
a well traveled path
another lonely night
addiction
you got the power
but still dont see the light
addiction
giving up the fight

got to
have to
turn around
walk away
i conquered
my addiction
today

synchronicity

At the time there was something wrong with me
Remember when I was fond of you
Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me
It is more like there was something wrong with you
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have
Remember I had to forget about you
Now you wondering about what we had
Wanting to know if I still think what I knew
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

Synchronicity
When you and me
Become we
Synchronicity
One and one become two
Then three
Synchronicity
Wondering what we could be
Desynchronizing

that’s what she said

That's what she said

I would of loved you forever
Could of kissed you everyday
Anything to be together
Anything but this way
That’s what she said

I loved you when we first met
Loved the way you laughed
I knew you would be the one I could never forget
Knew it was you I could never have
That’s what he said

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

Never had given my heart
To anyone else but he
Never could of imagined
Him without me, our family
That’s what she said

I left her for good
Threw out her and her boys
Finally rid of wife number two
Got rid of all that noise
That’s what he said

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

She can love anyone
so can he
Looks like her heart chose him
Holding him
She remembers
Being touched by him
She remembers
The thrill to be near him
Yea she remembers
But he chose her
Now she knows
She doesn’t have
Him to hold

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

She would of loved him forever
Could of kissed him everyday
Anything to be together
Anything but this way
That’s what she said

brave tidal wave


today
i’m gaining confidence
gaining respect
gaining a new outlook
instead of just
gaining weight

yesterday
i got rid of you
pictures and thoughts
let go of you
know you cant be caught
yea i’ve giving up
on us
so what
but i wont ever
no i wont ever
give up on me

tomorrow
you can say what you want
do as you please
play that part
but i will always
always know
no matter what
you cant say
i didnt try
to give you
my heart

yea, today
i’m gaining confidence
gaining respect
gaining a new outlook
instead of just
gaining weight
and just when
i thought you were gone
gone far away
you come back
and its rewind, replay
brave tidal wave

i try to get rid of you
pictures and thoughts
you do as you do
play that part
so what
i won’t ever
give up on me
forgot and forgave
ride the
brave tidal wave

holding on

they say you don’t know
what you’ve got till it’s gone
i say, you have to have something
to lose it
you cant just keep holding on

ending our friendship
no regrets
i know that you are
yea, you are
the one ill never forget

sometimes you hold on to someone
hoping that they’re holding on too
i try to convince myself
that maybe, maybe you
you were holding too

too good to last
too good to miss
enjoy what you have
hope you see lots of smiles
and never regret not saying yes

you knew what you had,
you just never thought you’d lose it
I love you so much
but if you don’t want me
i’ll let you go
i’ll let you go

they say you don’t know
what you’ve got till it’s gone
i say, you have to have something
to lose it
you cant just keep holding on

yea but i cant
outrun you
no, not you
i hope my heart is much stronger
when its been pieced back together
can’t hold on any longer

ending our friendship
no regrets
i know that you are
yea, you are
the one ill never forget