• re:love

    jason

    The first one was in marine biology You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me Young girl looking for a boys affection All he had to do was give me a lil attention Yea Jason was so smooth Had me swayin to his lines Too good to be the truth I thought I learned my lesson Until I met Jason #2 He had those puppy dog eyes Had me looking at his profile Next day I see he left a message for me We had a date to meet by the end of the week Yea Jason #2 So cute He twirled me on the dance floor…

  • reflections

    never go away

    I can leave If ya want me to That’s the last thing I want You know it too Yea, I’m still here I wanna stay But I won’t Until you say I want you Only you Never go away Now I have wished upon a star I’ve crossed my heart Heard the lines Been torn apart Still I’m here Waiting and praying That you will want to start On a journey with me Down the aisle Hand out, shaking Wanting to see me smile Been a long time Since I drifted off Got lost in thought Lost in you Catch myself daydreaming Caught up in you Yea lately I’ve been…

  • re:love

    new music

    yea its time to get me some new music got a habit that I’ve been working to kick keep hitting forward on my player and it keeps playing all the songs that make me think of you back when you made me weak when our love was strong yea got to get me some new music can’t keep playing all my old tunes just make me think of you of us and that’s too dangerous cuz then I get a lil taste and all it does is make my heart ache got to hear some new lyrics pick my heart up and away get me through today without you gotta…

  • reflections

    be her man

    she will never change you tell yourself everything trying to make it, make sense hoping that you can save all that you thought you ever had the family, the wife, the life you wanted the one that haunted all those lonely nights when you promised yourself if you had just one chance again you would take her hand again and again no matter what the cost you would be her man now here you are laying beside her wondering why you’re not touching why her back is to you and its like you’re nothing and then you remember that feeling the one you had before remember why you walked out…

  • re:love

    you. don’t. know.

    Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…

  • reflections

    addicted

    addiction wanting something thats not good for me addiction been through the steps know where they lead addiction still i look wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it addiction can’t stop when I know I should go addiction knowing it will only end up hurting me addiction such strong cravings addiction stronger than me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it…

  • reflections

    synchronicity

    At the time there was something wrong with me Remember when I was fond of you Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me It is more like there was something wrong with you Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you wanted I couldn’t be Synchronicity You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have Remember I had to forget about you Now you wondering about what we had Wanting to know if I still think what I knew Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you…

  • reflections

    that’s what she said

    I would of loved you forever Could of kissed you everyday Anything to be together Anything but this way That’s what she said I loved you when we first met Loved the way you laughed I knew you would be the one I could never forget Knew it was you I could never have That’s what he said Fell like they didn’t see the fall Thought it wouldn’t hurt To just call Never had given my heart To anyone else but he Never could of imagined Him without me, our family That’s what she said I left her for good Threw out her and her boys Finally rid of wife…

  • reflections

    brave tidal wave

    today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight yesterday i got rid of you pictures and thoughts let go of you know you cant be caught yea i’ve giving up on us so what but i wont ever no i wont ever give up on me tomorrow you can say what you want do as you please play that part but i will always always know no matter what you cant say i didnt try to give you my heart yea, today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight and just when i thought you were…

  • re:love

    holding on

    they say you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone i say, you have to have something to lose it you cant just keep holding on ending our friendship no regrets i know that you are yea, you are the one ill never forget sometimes you hold on to someone hoping that they’re holding on too i try to convince myself that maybe, maybe you you were holding too too good to last too good to miss enjoy what you have hope you see lots of smiles and never regret not saying yes you knew what you had, you just never thought you’d lose it I love you so…