• re:love

    jason

    The first one was in marine biology You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me Young girl looking for a boys affection All he had to do was give me a lil attention Yea Jason was so smooth Had me swayin to his lines Too good to be the truth I thought I learned my lesson Until I met Jason #2 He had those puppy dog eyes Had me looking at his profile Next day I see he left a message for me We had a date to meet by the end of the week Yea Jason #2 So cute He twirled me on the dance floor…

  • reflections

    never go away

    I can leave If ya want me to That’s the last thing I want You know it too Yea, I’m still here I wanna stay But I won’t Until you say I want you Only you Never go away Now I have wished upon a star I’ve crossed my heart Heard the lines Been torn apart Still I’m here Waiting and praying That you will want to start On a journey with me Down the aisle Hand out, shaking Wanting to see me smile Been a long time Since I drifted off Got lost in thought Lost in you Catch myself daydreaming Caught up in you Yea lately I’ve been…

  • re:love

    new music

    yea its time to get me some new music got a habit that I’ve been working to kick keep hitting forward on my player and it keeps playing all the songs that make me think of you back when you made me weak when our love was strong yea got to get me some new music can’t keep playing all my old tunes just make me think of you of us and that’s too dangerous cuz then I get a lil taste and all it does is make my heart ache got to hear some new lyrics pick my heart up and away get me through today without you gotta…

  • reflections

    addicted

    addiction wanting something thats not good for me addiction been through the steps know where they lead addiction still i look wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it addiction can’t stop when I know I should go addiction knowing it will only end up hurting me addiction such strong cravings addiction stronger than me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it…

  • reflections

    nightmares of you

    believe, hope, and dream life’s blissful theme all these things i thought of you believed that you were the one hoped of what i had envisioned and now i dream of you the dreams that haunt more scary than any nightmare i’ve ever had yea gimme running, falling, getting shot gimme freddie room full of snakes anything but a dream of you and i’ll be ready won’t have the shakes when i wake and realize its not true each day i wake up try to make up for the the dreams of you every night i go to sleep get in a dream deep dreams too good to be true…

  • reflections

    bigger than texas

    you had touched my heart before i even knew you that is the honest truth there was just something about you i don’t know what it was what it is but it is there and it has always been there i guess you could say you answered my prayers i dont know what is worse to know or not some things i will never know but i know this about me i wouldn’t pass up on love if i felt that strongly if it’s there what i’ve been dreaming of so little that would of kept me away no, there isnt much i wouldn’t do to be with you and…

  • reflections

    wake up

    i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be there on my back again looking at the ceiling another lonely yawn find the courage to wake up, get up, live up to the promises i’ve made when you wake up without me are ya haunted without me holding what you wanted not me remember the promise that you broke remember me heart broke remember us the words i spoke holding back the tears my heart you keep stealing when i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be…

  • reflections

    radio addiction

    addiction call me your fool i follow you addiction breaking my own rules turning my radio on addiction wanting something thats not good for me been through the steps, know where they lead addiction still i look, wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me even though your gone yea you’re gone still here i sit thinking, smiling remembering, crying laughing, trying to remember us and better times listening to the radio on yea, i find you in the songs remembering how you would sing along even though your gone yea you’re gone addiction forgot the number one trying to make wrong right addiction a well traveled path another…

  • hope/love/happiness

    echoes

    an echo is the persistence of a sound after its source has stopped i have a couple of echoes in my heart i always hear them when my heart skips a beat letting me know that love isn’t always sweet once upon a time there were no echoes i loved without fear, without clothes no hesitations, no insecurities, naive but still i want to believe dont tell me not to love not to have faith not to dream of walking down the isle you waiting at the end and we both smile you holding out your hand me stepping up to be your woman, your wife dont tell me not…