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if only
here i sit lonely thinking of her oh if only only she could see what she does to me if only she knew my mind races with thoughts how my heart stops if only she knew what her eyes do yea if only if only she knew then i might not be so so lonely oh, if only tick tock thoughts another day gone wake to tomorrow’s dawn oh if only hoping not to be alone my love unknown if only only he could see what he does to me yea if only if only he knew then i might not be so so lonely if only if only things…
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you. don’t. know.
Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…
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love never ends
I went there today To the place I know That I don’t wanna stay But yet I return Again and again Circle back Dead end Each time I think It will lead me somewhere else Keeping thinking I can change how I felt Looking for a friend Whatever I thought you were Dead end You can say you love her You can stand by her side And play pretend I ain’t gonna cry Hold her hand I’ll hold my head up high No I’m not going there again You’re a dead end I will pick up the pieces And pray everyday That God helps me through shows me the way…
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thats love to me
its like a feather floating so gracefully fluid movements gliding with rhythm thats love to me sparkling, reflecting the light the colors ever changing with a shimmer of gold vibrancy stimulating but relaxing thats love to me flowing effortlessly knowing the winds curves no map or destination just where you need to be thats love to me souls souring pure and weightless like fire dancing warm and nuturing thats love to me a beat that takes over makes your body shiver swaying to the drunk melody creating a natural harmony thats love to me
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love miles
“The longest journey you will make in your life is from your head to your heart.” – Sioux legend
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more about the gift than the package
betcha cant wait to fall asleep and dream of me i tell myself that sometimes but dont believe you ever see me beyond the package when you close your eyes your dream come true a gift in disguise trying to remember the reasons why we can’t be together all superficial all lies all the things to say but too scared to realize its more than just butterflies my dream scenario is you waking up with me i know every detail my heart lifts deep breath exhale this precious gift just want to know what happens next trying to remember the reasons why we can’t be together all superficial all lies…
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our love
? even though you almost destroyed it i still have a heart i still want to love i still want to begin i still think of never wanting to be apart holding hands somehow i cant forget it how a spark can start the beating the life of my heart i know you can hear me i need your love today on my knees hear me as i pray its not simple its not easy to explain its like being out of reach the feeling when i hear your name funny, all you ever had to do was ask and i would of done anything i still have a heart…
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let the beating start
been here for a while not knowing how to smile looking for a reason to keep hope looking for him in the same boat never does my heart skip a beat don’t want to feel just anyone’s touch keep trying to feel the heat didn’t know i was asking for so much i pray to god to just let the beating start don’t forget my lonely heart pray there will be the day when i open my eyes and see him lying next to me don’t want the hook up i want the hitch just needing a lil luck roll the dice make my heart rich i pray to god…
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for good reason
“The heart has its reasons in which reason knows nothing” ~ Blaise Pascal
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as you are with me
i hope i find someone that makes me feel secure like i feel with you makes me laugh the way i laugh with you someone to share me with like i hoped with you you keep searching ive done all i could you cant see what is good now i have to say goodbye to you didnt want it to end this way never wanted to see the day when i would say i hope you find someone to feel secure with like you feel with me someone to laugh with the way you do with me to be you with as you are with me cheers to the years…