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if only

whisper

here i sit lonely
thinking of her
oh if only
only she could see
what she does to me

if only she knew
my mind races with thoughts
how my heart stops
if only she knew
what her eyes do

yea if only
if only
she knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
oh, if only

tick tock thoughts
another day gone
wake to tomorrow’s dawn
oh if only
hoping not to be alone
my love unknown
if only
only he could see
what he does to me

yea if only
if only
he knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
if only

if only things could have been different
no telling where we might have went
if only you could of seen
the lines in between
oh if only
here i sit lonely
thinking of you
and if only…

 

you. don’t. know.

tou dont know

Funny how you think you know me
With just some texts and pics
You know all about my personality
My laugh, my cry,
My faith, my trust,
My smell, and that look in my eyes
You haven’t been there for
My high fives, my down lows
You. Don’t. Know.

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

I know I said a lot, TMI like no other
But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly
Always hoping of finding more than a lover
Still can’t believe I fell for your lies, line after line

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

Yea I don’t know you
We haven’t spent time together
Your absence is loud
The distance speaks volumes
You don’t have to turn it up
I’m not callin

love never ends

I went there today
To the place I know
That I don’t wanna stay
But yet I return
Again and again
Circle back
Dead end

Each time I think
It will lead me somewhere else
Keeping thinking
I can change how I felt
Looking for a friend
Whatever I thought you were
Dead end

You can say you love her
You can stand by her side
And play pretend
I ain’t gonna cry
Hold her hand
I’ll hold my head up high
No I’m not going there again
You’re a dead end

I will pick up the pieces
And pray everyday
That God helps me through
shows me the way
Yea I know now
I understand
He is never
A dead end

I will say I love him
Walk daily carrying the cross
Waiting for when
He answers my prayers
Holding his hand
Looking at heaven up high
Standing
Knowing I want to go
Want to be with
The great I am

Patient, kind, not jealous
Love does not brag or is arrogant
Never rude, it does not lie
Not irritable, doesn’t keep record
Of wrong and right
Happy with the truth
Withstands, trust, and hopes
In all things
Love never fails
I see the light
Love never ends

thats love to me

its like a feather floating
so gracefully
fluid movements
gliding with rhythm
thats love to me

sparkling, reflecting the light
the colors ever changing
with a shimmer of gold vibrancy
stimulating but relaxing
thats love to me

flowing effortlessly
knowing the winds curves
no map or destination
just where you need to be
thats love to me

souls souring
pure and weightless
like fire dancing
warm and nuturing
thats love to me

a beat that takes over
makes your body shiver
swaying to the drunk melody
creating a natural harmony
thats love to me

more about the gift than the package

betcha cant wait to fall asleep
and dream of me
i tell myself that sometimes
but dont believe
you ever see me
beyond the package
when you close your eyes
your dream come true
a gift in disguise

trying to remember the reasons
why we can’t be together
all superficial
all lies
all the things to say
but too scared
to realize
its more than just
butterflies

my dream scenario
is you waking up with me
i know every detail
my heart lifts
deep breath
exhale
this precious gift
just want to know
what happens next

trying to remember the reasons
why we can’t be together
all superficial
all lies
all the things to say
but too scared
to realize
its more than just
butterflies

always see me running away
to see if you will follow
wondering if you will
let this dream go

i tell myself sometimes
betcha cant wait to fall asleep
and dream of me

our love

?

even though you almost destroyed it
i still have a heart
i still want to love
i still want to begin
i still think of

never wanting to be apart
holding hands
somehow i cant forget it
how a spark can start
the beating
the life
of my heart

i know you can hear me
i need your love today
on my knees
hear me as i pray

its not simple
its not easy to explain
its like being out of reach
the feeling when i hear your name
funny, all you ever had to do was ask
and i would of done anything

i still have a heart
i still want to love
i still want to begin
a friendship for life
i still want to be husband
and wife

i know i cant do this by myself
i know i need to hold your hand
i know you can hear me
i need your love today
on my knees
hear me as i pray

even though you almost destroyed it
i still have a heart
i still want to love
i still want to begin
i still think of
our love

let the beating start

been here for a while
not knowing how to smile
looking for a reason to keep hope
looking for him in the same boat

never does my heart skip a beat
don’t want to feel just anyone’s touch
keep trying to feel the heat
didn’t know i was asking for so much

i pray to god to just
let the beating start
don’t forget my lonely heart
pray there will be the day
when i open my eyes and see
him lying next to me

don’t want the hook up
i want the hitch
just needing a lil luck
roll the dice
make my heart rich

i pray to god to just
let the beating start
don’t forget my lonely heart
pray there will be the day
when i open my eyes and see
him lying next to me

keep wishing he will appear
that i’ll love without fear
looking for a reason to keep hope
looking for him in the same boat

as you are with me

i hope i find
someone that makes me feel secure
like i feel with you
makes me laugh
the way i laugh with you
someone to share me with
like i hoped with you

you keep searching
ive done all i could
you cant see what is good
now i have to say goodbye to you
didnt want it to end this way
never wanted to see the day
when i would say

i hope you find
someone to feel secure with
like you feel with me
someone to laugh with
the way you do with me
to be you with
as you are with me

cheers to the years
that weve shared up til now
to the memories weve made
its time to throw in the towel
but each night ill pray
that you find her
the one we almost were

youll never feel as secure with her
like you feel with me
youll never laugh with her
the way you do with me
youll never be you with her
as you are with me