• re:love

    that man

    baby, slow down and stop take a deep breath tell it from your heart close your eyes and talk that’s the only place to start don’t let it end sit me down, look me in the eye don’t yell it – tell it like a friend help me understand tell me cuz i want to be that man that man in your dreams who makes you smile in your sleep who when you were 8 you wanted to marry when a kiss on the cheek meant “for keeps” that innocence of love that man you dream of that man i can’t see please describe him to me stop and take…

  • reflections

    radio addiction

    addiction call me your fool i follow you addiction breaking my own rules turning my radio on addiction wanting something thats not good for me been through the steps, know where they lead addiction still i look, wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me even though your gone yea you’re gone still here i sit thinking, smiling remembering, crying laughing, trying to remember us and better times listening to the radio on yea, i find you in the songs remembering how you would sing along even though your gone yea you’re gone addiction forgot the number one trying to make wrong right addiction a well traveled path another…

  • hope/love/happiness

    esoteric love

    i have to say im scared dont know what i should do want to look in your eyes want to touch you… it is you that tempts me i think i might lose control you that makes me look again you that makes me feel whole im scared, scared of your touch scared of feeling too much scared you dont feel it too ive fallen, fallen hard for you what started out as a flirt turned into something that could hurt i can feel it when i talk to you my heart quickens its pace and you are doing this but i havent even touched your face and this is…

  • hope/love/happiness

    echoes

    an echo is the persistence of a sound after its source has stopped i have a couple of echoes in my heart i always hear them when my heart skips a beat letting me know that love isn’t always sweet once upon a time there were no echoes i loved without fear, without clothes no hesitations, no insecurities, naive but still i want to believe dont tell me not to love not to have faith not to dream of walking down the isle you waiting at the end and we both smile you holding out your hand me stepping up to be your woman, your wife dont tell me not…

  • reflections

    that changes everything

    up, when i should be asleep down, dreaming of a love that’s deep yea thinking bout me and you wondering what to do waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything wondering if tomorrow will be the day don’t make me wait til next year all these nights thinking how it will be trying to see the moment crystal clear waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything the moment that changes everything the moment that’s worth all this pain sleepless nights, fantasy dreams lots of slow music…

  • hope/love/happiness

    world is a stir

    ive been looking at you from afar always knowing just where you are always searching for a look, a smile with just that and i could go on for miles oh how i long to feel and to touch but i dont know if i could handle that much if only you could see where i am then, i know, you would be holding my hand cause what you would see is me looking at you with those stars in my eyes yea those stars of surprise that your looking at me with those same sweaty hands yea that same nervous twitch dont know which way is which its all…