• reflections

    brave tidal wave

    today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight yesterday i got rid of you pictures and thoughts let go of you know you cant be caught yea i’ve giving up on us so what but i wont ever no i wont ever give up on me tomorrow you can say what you want do as you please play that part but i will always always know no matter what you cant say i didnt try to give you my heart yea, today i’m gaining confidence gaining respect gaining a new outlook instead of just gaining weight and just when i thought you were…

  • in bloom

    fireworks show

    ya never know what could happen ya never know until you light the fuse and watch it sparkle watch it glow see the colorful hues high in the sky lighting up above yea high above are you scared to ascend scared to soar see the world from a different view what could be yours dare to explore a life to adore look up yea high above break through me and you lights, love, louder shining so bright this is ours watching the glow on your face fireworks lighting the sky seeing them in your eyes smiling and laughing watching the sparkles fall feeling your aura wanting more of up above…

  • re:love

    that man

    baby, slow down and stop take a deep breath tell it from your heart close your eyes and talk that’s the only place to start don’t let it end sit me down, look me in the eye don’t yell it – tell it like a friend help me understand tell me cuz i want to be that man that man in your dreams who makes you smile in your sleep who when you were 8 you wanted to marry when a kiss on the cheek meant “for keeps” that innocence of love that man you dream of that man i can’t see please describe him to me stop and take…

  • re:love

    as you are with me

    i hope i find someone that makes me feel secure like i feel with you makes me laugh the way i laugh with you someone to share me with like i hoped with you you keep searching ive done all i could you cant see what is good now i have to say goodbye to you didnt want it to end this way never wanted to see the day when i would say i hope you find someone to feel secure with like you feel with me someone to laugh with the way you do with me to be you with as you are with me cheers to the years…

  • in bloom

    fallen feeling

    i love that feeling knees knocking dont know what to say i love that feeling when all my confidence has gone away i love that feeling heart skipping sounds so cliche thats the feeling i get when im with you thats the feeling i get everytime i see you thats the feeling i chase when youre away thats the feeling i want everyday i love that feeling doubting everything i say i love that feeling so excited so afraid i love that feeling smiling all day yea with you i feel whole i feel complete with you i want each moment to repeat call it bliss heart leaping to the ceiling…

  • reflections

    that changes everything

    up, when i should be asleep down, dreaming of a love that’s deep yea thinking bout me and you wondering what to do waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything wondering if tomorrow will be the day don’t make me wait til next year all these nights thinking how it will be trying to see the moment crystal clear waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything the moment that changes everything the moment that’s worth all this pain sleepless nights, fantasy dreams lots of slow music…

  • notes and quotes

    hold my handle

    ” I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” ~ Marilyn Monroe

  • hope/love/happiness

    this cowboy

    when i first saw his eyes as his hat lifted up i knew i had to say hello just had to know yea i knew i would enjoy this cowboy a pressed plaid shirt those tight fittin wranglers southern drawl with a pair of work boots a look that said country roots white straw hat tipped at introduction a cowboys seduction that gool ol boy smile he fit the profile yea i knew i would enjoy this cowboy he had the look but it was his charm a gentlemen, dont see that everyday always guiding me with his arm cowboy take me up, up and away yea i knew i…