• reflections

    addicted

    addiction wanting something thats not good for me addiction been through the steps know where they lead addiction still i look wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it addiction can’t stop when I know I should go addiction knowing it will only end up hurting me addiction such strong cravings addiction stronger than me addicted is how i wanna be drowning in love dreaming of you and me addicted to thoughts of winning, constantly winning addicted, so addicted i admit it…

  • reflections

    nightmares of you

    believe, hope, and dream life’s blissful theme all these things i thought of you believed that you were the one hoped of what i had envisioned and now i dream of you the dreams that haunt more scary than any nightmare i’ve ever had yea gimme running, falling, getting shot gimme freddie room full of snakes anything but a dream of you and i’ll be ready won’t have the shakes when i wake and realize its not true each day i wake up try to make up for the the dreams of you every night i go to sleep get in a dream deep dreams too good to be true…

  • re:love

    holding on

    they say you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone i say, you have to have something to lose it you cant just keep holding on ending our friendship no regrets i know that you are yea, you are the one ill never forget sometimes you hold on to someone hoping that they’re holding on too i try to convince myself that maybe, maybe you you were holding too too good to last too good to miss enjoy what you have hope you see lots of smiles and never regret not saying yes you knew what you had, you just never thought you’d lose it I love you so…

  • reflections

    bigger than texas

    you had touched my heart before i even knew you that is the honest truth there was just something about you i don’t know what it was what it is but it is there and it has always been there i guess you could say you answered my prayers i dont know what is worse to know or not some things i will never know but i know this about me i wouldn’t pass up on love if i felt that strongly if it’s there what i’ve been dreaming of so little that would of kept me away no, there isnt much i wouldn’t do to be with you and…

  • notes and quotes

    to say list

    “It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could’ve a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.” ~ Anonymouse