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if only

whisper

here i sit lonely
thinking of her
oh if only
only she could see
what she does to me

if only she knew
my mind races with thoughts
how my heart stops
if only she knew
what her eyes do

yea if only
if only
she knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
oh, if only

tick tock thoughts
another day gone
wake to tomorrow’s dawn
oh if only
hoping not to be alone
my love unknown
if only
only he could see
what he does to me

yea if only
if only
he knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
if only

if only things could have been different
no telling where we might have went
if only you could of seen
the lines in between
oh if only
here i sit lonely
thinking of you
and if only…

 

new music

love_song_by_neska92

yea its time to get me some new music
got a habit that I’ve been working to kick
keep hitting forward on my player
and it keeps playing all the songs
that make me think of you
back when you made me weak
when our love was strong

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

got to hear some new lyrics
pick my heart up and away
get me through today
without you
gotta play something new
i cant hear the old songs
the same
without you

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
that just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

baby you had me all excited
felt like a queen for a day
and then all of sudden you decided
that you had to runaway
as bad as i want to hide it
baby you still find me
lyrics talk
i try so hard to fight it
melodies whisper
yea its time to get me some
some new music
got a habit
I’ve been fighting to kick
you music

it was me

flowers

it doesnt make sense
this life of curves
everyday playing pretend
trying to move on
hide hurt you have learned

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

you just can’t believe
always right there
to make you complete
all you ever did
was leave

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

running
not away
running
not afraid
running
got to find
running
make up
for lost time

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
your dream

fumbling idiot

fumbling idiot2

Don’t know how to say it
Hard enough to say anything
Working just to breath

Words just won’t come right out
Trying to finish a sentence
Trying to believe
In me

I have to
have to
speak them to you

I know I can be a fumbling idiot
like when we met
And I know that if I am to trip
It’s the one time you’re looking at me
We’ve been friends for awhile
You know almost everything
Here I go,
Breath
1, 2, 3

I was normal before I met you
Thought I knew best
Confident
Exactly what I wanted to do
Where I wanted to be
How I wanted to dress
My intent
And then I looked into your eyes
Immediately under your spell
Don’t know how I got the words out then
As your hand touched mine
Caught me as I fell

Now here I am
Trying to stand
Keep steady
As I tell you
What my heart desires
Try to tell you
About how
It’s been building
This fire
Within
How I have
Been playing
With it
Playing pretend

We’ve been friends for awhile
You know almost everything
Here I go,
Breath
1, 2, 3

I was normal before I met you
Thought I knew best
Confident
Exactly what I wanted to do
Where I wanted to be
How I wanted to dress
My intent
And then I looked into your eyes
Immediately under your spell
Don’t know how I got the words out then
As your hand touched mine
Caught me as I fell

So…
Tell me you thought it too
Tell me you been wondering how
You would
Tell me
Tell me now

Tell me
You thought I was radiant
When we met
Knew exactly what I wanted to do
Where I wanted to be
You thought I looked hot in my dress
So content
And then you looked in my eyes
And felt the sparks fly
Don’t know what was said
As my hand touched yours
Just knew you wanted more

We’ve been friends for awhile
You know almost everything
Here we go,
Breath
1, 2, 3

momentum

gotta bare my soul to you
cuz if i dont, i’ll never know
dare to hear the answer
that only you hold

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you
bared and dared
tell you the things ive kept in for so long
take a chance, be brave, be strong
bared and dared
cant fight this feeling
its my heart youre stealing
and you dont even know
no, you dont even know

ive got the momentum
but when i see you i know ill crumble
try to remember what i wanted to say
but then ill just mumble

trying to stay composed
every nerve is tingling
from the tips of toes to my nose
love intermingling

gotta bare my soul to you
cuz if i dont, ill never know
dare to hear the answer
that only you hold

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you
bared and dared
tell you the things ive kept in for so long
take a chance, be brave, be strong
bared and dared
cant fight this feeling
its my heart youre stealing
and you dont even know
no, you dont even know

tomorrow i might make apologies
but tonight i have to make my move
cuz sittin here aint ever got me no where
just thinking of you

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you

songs of you

maybe i’ve been a fool
holding on all this time
always waiting for a move
dreaming what we could of been
looking for some way to prove
that we are better than just friends

and i know if i let you back in
it’s the same damn thing all over again
still i hear you in my thoughts
dream of moments that never occurred
wondering why i fought
for those words i never heard

when did you stop loving me?
how long have i been a memory?
wondering if i was ever there?
in your thoughts, in your heart?
why did i get scared?
how come i fell apart?

another long summer’s come and gone
i don’t know why it always ends this way
cloudy days, lonely nights
the cold, the wind, the chills
still fighing the fight
memories to broken heartsville

i don’t wanna hurt nobody
don’t wanna make nobody cry
hate myself for making it last
this constant spell im under
cant change the past
just left to wonder

dancin’ in the dark
middle of the night
thats what we could of been
brave hearts, skipping together
more than just friends
souls dancing forever

playing with fire

the reflection of sunlight in your eyes
the moonlight glow on your skin
the flicker of flames dancing
feel the fire, feel it grow within

u can look… but u cant touch
u can kiss… but u cant tell
u can play… but u cant win
feel the fire, the game begins

hear the embers echoes
taste the sweat the heat creates
feel the fire warming deep inside
flammability is high

i can look… but i cant touch
i can kiss… but i cant tell
i can play… but i cant win
hotter than i have ever been

the whisper that wants to roar
the chance to yell with the flames
feeling so high, feel like i could soar
playing with fire is dangerous
this playing consumes us

we can look… but we cant touch
we can kiss… but we cant tell
we can play… but we cant win

love whispers

love whispers

its the birthday gifts, little notes, and smiles
and sometimes even tears
we say “take care” or “be good”
and listen to each others fears

it could be just giving a hug
or listening and not saying a word
being that shoulder to cry on
and that voice that sometimes needs to be heard

we show it by forgiving when we shouldnt
lending a hand when one has fallen
praying for those who need gods strength
and being there at 3am when their callin

it comes in all forms and fashion
love is not one to define
if you listen you can hear it
its in your heart and mine

show love in your own way
there is someone in need
take the time to show you care
and let yourself free