Tag Archives: wondering

never go away

never go away
I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

Now I have
wished upon a star
I’ve crossed my heart
Heard the lines
Been torn apart
Still I’m here
Waiting and praying
That you will want to start
On a journey with me
Down the aisle
Hand out, shaking
Wanting to see me smile

Been a long time
Since I drifted off
Got lost in thought
Lost in you
Catch myself daydreaming
Caught up in you
Yea lately I’ve been
Wondering
Wondering off
Off road
Off track
Off the path
Wondering about you
Do you feel it too?

All the years
I’ve been waiting
All the time
You’ve been hesitating
All the tears
From my eyes
Knowing
You’ve never cried
Never even tried

I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

new music

love_song_by_neska92

yea its time to get me some new music
got a habit that I’ve been working to kick
keep hitting forward on my player
and it keeps playing all the songs
that make me think of you
back when you made me weak
when our love was strong

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

got to hear some new lyrics
pick my heart up and away
get me through today
without you
gotta play something new
i cant hear the old songs
the same
without you

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
that just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

baby you had me all excited
felt like a queen for a day
and then all of sudden you decided
that you had to runaway
as bad as i want to hide it
baby you still find me
lyrics talk
i try so hard to fight it
melodies whisper
yea its time to get me some
some new music
got a habit
I’ve been fighting to kick
you music

yes, you

yes-you

Is that you
Knocking at my door
Will I let you in
Like I did before

Do you
Still love me
Question in your eyes
The tears you see

Go away
You’re not welcome
Here no more
Go find someone
Who will believe
All the lies you’ve told before

Can you
Just listen
It’s not what I think
You persisted
Saying “I want to be honest
Tell you everything
I promise”

Go away
(I want to stay)
You’re not welcome
(It’s you I wanna come home to)
Here no more
(Everyday)
Go find someone who will … believe
(I know it’s hard to … believe)
All the lies you’ve told before
(I wanna be yours)

Flashes of uncertainty
Moments of doubt
Sometimes happens
Only with you
Yes, you

Can’t help but wonder
Biting my lip
Pinching myself
Falling through
I can’t find a way
To forget about you
Yes, you

Go away
(I want to stay)
You’re not welcome
(It’s you I wanna come home to)
Here no more
(Everyday)
Go find someone who will … believe
(I know it’s hard to … believe)
All the lies you’ve told before
(I wanna be yours)

Is that you
Knocking at my door
Dreaming of
Yes, you
Love

momentum

gotta bare my soul to you
cuz if i dont, i’ll never know
dare to hear the answer
that only you hold

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you
bared and dared
tell you the things ive kept in for so long
take a chance, be brave, be strong
bared and dared
cant fight this feeling
its my heart youre stealing
and you dont even know
no, you dont even know

ive got the momentum
but when i see you i know ill crumble
try to remember what i wanted to say
but then ill just mumble

trying to stay composed
every nerve is tingling
from the tips of toes to my nose
love intermingling

gotta bare my soul to you
cuz if i dont, ill never know
dare to hear the answer
that only you hold

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you
bared and dared
tell you the things ive kept in for so long
take a chance, be brave, be strong
bared and dared
cant fight this feeling
its my heart youre stealing
and you dont even know
no, you dont even know

tomorrow i might make apologies
but tonight i have to make my move
cuz sittin here aint ever got me no where
just thinking of you

bared and dared
tonight im gonna find you
wrap my arms around you

synchronicity

At the time there was something wrong with me
Remember when I was fond of you
Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me
It is more like there was something wrong with you
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have
Remember I had to forget about you
Now you wondering about what we had
Wanting to know if I still think what I knew
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

Synchronicity
When you and me
Become we
Synchronicity
One and one become two
Then three
Synchronicity
Wondering what we could be
Desynchronizing

songs of you

maybe i’ve been a fool
holding on all this time
always waiting for a move
dreaming what we could of been
looking for some way to prove
that we are better than just friends

and i know if i let you back in
it’s the same damn thing all over again
still i hear you in my thoughts
dream of moments that never occurred
wondering why i fought
for those words i never heard

when did you stop loving me?
how long have i been a memory?
wondering if i was ever there?
in your thoughts, in your heart?
why did i get scared?
how come i fell apart?

another long summer’s come and gone
i don’t know why it always ends this way
cloudy days, lonely nights
the cold, the wind, the chills
still fighing the fight
memories to broken heartsville

i don’t wanna hurt nobody
don’t wanna make nobody cry
hate myself for making it last
this constant spell im under
cant change the past
just left to wonder

dancin’ in the dark
middle of the night
thats what we could of been
brave hearts, skipping together
more than just friends
souls dancing forever

thats love to me

its like a feather floating
so gracefully
fluid movements
gliding with rhythm
thats love to me

sparkling, reflecting the light
the colors ever changing
with a shimmer of gold vibrancy
stimulating but relaxing
thats love to me

flowing effortlessly
knowing the winds curves
no map or destination
just where you need to be
thats love to me

souls souring
pure and weightless
like fire dancing
warm and nuturing
thats love to me

a beat that takes over
makes your body shiver
swaying to the drunk melody
creating a natural harmony
thats love to me

return to the ground

keep givin me a feelin i cant fight
you make me feel
like ive been held all night
wonder if this is too good to be true
hoping i won’t fall through

cant get there fast enough
feel like i will never make it in time
took the dive
looking up
never felt down
made the leap
now my feet have never
returned to the ground

its so scary
to see the fall
feel like i’ve been touched by a fairy
wonder if this is too good to be true
hoping i won’t fall through

cant get there fast enough
feel like i will never make it in time
took the dive
looking up
never felt down
made the leap
now my feet have never
returned to the ground

ready for the impact
the spell you’ve had on me
continually falling
like a shooting star
wishing and hoping for a break through
yea and you will fall too

keep givin me a feelin i cant fight
you make me feel
like ive been held all night
every had a love too good to be true

lost and scared


hello
its you again
lost and scared
suspicious
looking over your shoulder
every day repetitious
wondering when it will be over
wondering if it could get
any colder

your world
a blur
lost and scared
when is the last time
you actually cared

same day
as every year before
lost and scared
all running together
different places
got the act down
looking for your heart holder
wearing all the right faces
just a year older

your world
a blur
lost and scared
when is the last time
you really cared

lost and scared
so scared
to show that you
might really care
you’re scared you will be
lost and scared
without me