re:love

we could have

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trying to forget
what ive always known
wonder why we met
when im still alone

stupid me for thinking you might of
changed your ways
stupid me for feeling like you could of
grown up – no longer afraid
stupid me for letting down my guard
had to tell you, couldn’t wait
didn’t think i would end up this sad
stupid me for thinking
of what we could have

you say you just flow
try to avoid any friction
but i think you just go
dont want any commitment

i can admit it
i jumped
couldn’t wait for the fall
i jumped in
not thinking
i wanted it all

stupid me for thinking you might of
changed your ways
stupid me for feeling like you could of
grown up – no longer afraid
stupid me for letting down my guard
had to tell you, couldn’t wait
didn’t think i would end up this sad
stupid me for thinking
of what we could have

i thought maybe someday
you would walk through my door
i would be the one you would call home
i would be the one you couldn’t let go

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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