re:love
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is.” ~ St. Augustine (from the movie Captain Corelli’s Mandolin) Check out my *references* by clicking on the category.
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if only
here i sit lonely thinking of her oh if only only she could see what she does to me if only she knew my mind races with thoughts how my heart stops if only she knew what her eyes do yea if only if only she knew then i might not be so so lonely oh, if only tick tock thoughts another day gone wake to tomorrow’s dawn oh if only hoping not to be alone my love unknown if only only he could see what he does to me yea if only if only he knew then i might not be so so lonely if only if only things…
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kissless
i would rather go kissless than to be with just any one would rather go kissless than it just be for fun no, my kisses are priceless not just anyone can receive the kisses im sending because i do believe that he is out there the one my kisses belong to he is breathing the same air i know one day out of the blue that god will answer my prayer i just got to stay true save my kisses for when i care i would rather go kissless cuz i know what he’s worth would rather go kissless than to kiss just anyone on this earth i know what…
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jason
The first one was in marine biology You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me Young girl looking for a boys affection All he had to do was give me a lil attention Yea Jason was so smooth Had me swayin to his lines Too good to be the truth I thought I learned my lesson Until I met Jason #2 He had those puppy dog eyes Had me looking at his profile Next day I see he left a message for me We had a date to meet by the end of the week Yea Jason #2 So cute He twirled me on the dance floor…
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new music
yea its time to get me some new music got a habit that I’ve been working to kick keep hitting forward on my player and it keeps playing all the songs that make me think of you back when you made me weak when our love was strong yea got to get me some new music can’t keep playing all my old tunes just make me think of you of us and that’s too dangerous cuz then I get a lil taste and all it does is make my heart ache got to hear some new lyrics pick my heart up and away get me through today without you gotta…
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you. don’t. know.
Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…
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we could have
trying to forget what ive always known wonder why we met when im still alone stupid me for thinking you might of changed your ways stupid me for feeling like you could of grown up – no longer afraid stupid me for letting down my guard had to tell you, couldn’t wait didn’t think i would end up this sad stupid me for thinking of what we could have you say you just flow try to avoid any friction but i think you just go dont want any commitment i can admit it i jumped couldn’t wait for the fall i jumped in not thinking i wanted it all stupid…
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tick tock love
trying to get you to open up trying to get me to shut down trying to make you not run trying to make me walk oh the back and forth tick tock, game I play each day, we are apart each beat, of my heart stop crying as i write crying out to you crying to fight crying to get you to talk oh the back and forth tick tock, game I play each day, we are apart each beat, of my heart stop the hardest part is never knowing where you are at where you are going if you ever think of me if you…
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starting gate
yanno they say, certain amount of looking back is healthy and Lord knows, I’m guilty been there in the back for a long time just thoughts running through my mind dreams I wanna chase maybe win a race….or two trying to learn from the past cause i remember it and then i remember you now I’m long gone over you now I just find you in the songs there’s plenty to remind me of where I’ve been my mind spinning yea you know how to still get to me you’re still winning gotta remember that’s not where I’m goin got the Lord showin me where he wants me to be…
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songs of you
maybe i’ve been a fool holding on all this time always waiting for a move dreaming what we could of been looking for some way to prove that we are better than just friends and i know if i let you back in it’s the same damn thing all over again still i hear you in my thoughts dream of moments that never occurred wondering why i fought for those words i never heard when did you stop loving me? how long have i been a memory? wondering if i was ever there? in your thoughts, in your heart? why did i get scared? how come i fell apart? another…
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lost and scared
hello its you again lost and scared suspicious looking over your shoulder every day repetitious wondering when it will be over wondering if it could get any colder your world a blur lost and scared when is the last time you actually cared same day as every year before lost and scared all running together different places got the act down looking for your heart holder wearing all the right faces just a year older your world a blur lost and scared when is the last time you really cared lost and scared so scared to show that you might really care you’re scared you will be lost and scared…