• reflections

    radio addiction

    addiction call me your fool i follow you addiction breaking my own rules turning my radio on addiction wanting something thats not good for me been through the steps, know where they lead addiction still i look, wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me even though your gone yea you’re gone still here i sit thinking, smiling remembering, crying laughing, trying to remember us and better times listening to the radio on yea, i find you in the songs remembering how you would sing along even though your gone yea you’re gone addiction forgot the number one trying to make wrong right addiction a well traveled path another…

  • hope/love/happiness

    echoes

    an echo is the persistence of a sound after its source has stopped i have a couple of echoes in my heart i always hear them when my heart skips a beat letting me know that love isn’t always sweet once upon a time there were no echoes i loved without fear, without clothes no hesitations, no insecurities, naive but still i want to believe dont tell me not to love not to have faith not to dream of walking down the isle you waiting at the end and we both smile you holding out your hand me stepping up to be your woman, your wife dont tell me not…

  • reflections

    that changes everything

    up, when i should be asleep down, dreaming of a love that’s deep yea thinking bout me and you wondering what to do waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything wondering if tomorrow will be the day don’t make me wait til next year all these nights thinking how it will be trying to see the moment crystal clear waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything the moment that changes everything the moment that’s worth all this pain sleepless nights, fantasy dreams lots of slow music…

  • notes and quotes

    hold my handle

    ” I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” ~ Marilyn Monroe

  • reflections

    love whispers

    its the birthday gifts, little notes, and smiles and sometimes even tears we say “take care” or “be good” and listen to each others fears it could be just giving a hug or listening and not saying a word being that shoulder to cry on and that voice that sometimes needs to be heard we show it by forgiving when we shouldnt lending a hand when one has fallen praying for those who need gods strength and being there at 3am when their callin it comes in all forms and fashion love is not one to define if you listen you can hear it its in your heart and mine…

  • re:love

    love illusions

    gotta stop you wont say go gotta leave learn to say no gotta not care gotta go love illusions no more confusion love always been in a blurry daze love hurts love at its worst remember you i always will remember when when time stood still remember and let go remember to say no love illusions no more confusion love always been in a blurry daze love hurts love at its worst gotta go, but… every time i see you you make me smile every word you say i hear with you i dream of walking down the aisle every move you make i see will remember you for a…

  • hope/love/happiness

    world is a stir

    ive been looking at you from afar always knowing just where you are always searching for a look, a smile with just that and i could go on for miles oh how i long to feel and to touch but i dont know if i could handle that much if only you could see where i am then, i know, you would be holding my hand cause what you would see is me looking at you with those stars in my eyes yea those stars of surprise that your looking at me with those same sweaty hands yea that same nervous twitch dont know which way is which its all…