• re:love

    if only

    here i sit lonely thinking of her oh if only only she could see what she does to me if only she knew my mind races with thoughts how my heart stops if only she knew what her eyes do yea if only if only she knew then i might not be so so lonely oh, if only tick tock thoughts another day gone wake to tomorrow’s dawn oh if only hoping not to be alone my love unknown if only only he could see what he does to me yea if only if only he knew then i might not be so so lonely if only if only things…

  • reflections

    boys at play

    So hard for a gurl After hearing all the lines To believe any boy Each time try to be open My heart played with Like a toy Played with Til it’s broken So tell me Tell me you’re different Tell me not worry Tell me you want me There isn’t any hurry Tell me No, promise That you will stay Hold me Make me believe There’s a man out there Who is honest Not a boy at play I close my eyes Count to ten Try to forget All the lines I’ve heard All the words whispered All the next day regrets Focus on you Try to believe What you’ve…

  • hope/love/happiness

    I can’t wait

    Baby I can’t wait To do so much with you Makeup to mud Go out and stay in All the fun And then some We could fall in You think it’s all too common This thing we got going on Think that all I’m looking for is a promise That you know our love is strong Baby you’re wrong Cause if I’m being honest I want that And so much more I want the happy ever after All the love and laughter Want to be swirled on the dance floor Want to be told I’m you’re only girl And showed even more Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick I…

  • re:love

    you. don’t. know.

    Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…

  • reflections

    yes, you

    Is that you Knocking at my door Will I let you in Like I did before Do you Still love me Question in your eyes The tears you see Go away You’re not welcome Here no more Go find someone Who will believe All the lies you’ve told before Can you Just listen It’s not what I think You persisted Saying “I want to be honest Tell you everything I promise” Go away (I want to stay) You’re not welcome (It’s you I wanna come home to) Here no more (Everyday) Go find someone who will … believe (I know it’s hard to … believe) All the lies you’ve told…

  • in bloom

    hallelu-love

    hoping thoughts running thoughts twinkling eyes telling eyes whispering lips licking lips nodding face glowing face smiling ear to ear holding hand in hand believing heart skipping heart trusting you only you loving love roaring love finding God forgiving God HALLELUJAH!

  • in bloom

    find yourself lost

    you know its strong when it makes you weak chasing that feeling ya start believing in love in us you start beginning to trust that lil voice that one you heard before but chose to ignore now you find yourself wondering night dreaming tingling crazy love thoughts so crazy find yourself lost like when ya flip two magnets we can’t resist coming together forces stronger than us unavoidable rush in love in us you start beginning to trust that lil voice that one you heard before but chose to ignore now you find yourself wondering night dreaming tingling crazy love thoughts so crazy find yourself lost like a trick with…

  • re:love

    we could have

    trying to forget what ive always known wonder why we met when im still alone stupid me for thinking you might of changed your ways stupid me for feeling like you could of grown up – no longer afraid stupid me for letting down my guard had to tell you, couldn’t wait didn’t think i would end up this sad stupid me for thinking of what we could have you say you just flow try to avoid any friction but i think you just go dont want any commitment i can admit it i jumped couldn’t wait for the fall i jumped in not thinking i wanted it all stupid…

  • hope/love/happiness

    love never ends

    I went there today To the place I know That I don’t wanna stay But yet I return Again and again Circle back Dead end Each time I think It will lead me somewhere else Keeping thinking I can change how I felt Looking for a friend Whatever I thought you were Dead end You can say you love her You can stand by her side And play pretend I ain’t gonna cry Hold her hand I’ll hold my head up high No I’m not going there again You’re a dead end I will pick up the pieces And pray everyday That God helps me through shows me the way…

  • hope/love/happiness

    life his way

    i was just in first grade that’s when i learned to have faith when i started to believe didn’t have much didn’t matter to me i knew where to find all i need life his way praise each day i have the feeling never will i stop believing i know the price he paid yea all i needed to know in life i learned in first grade i haven’t read all his word but i know it’s his voice i heard all those moments in prayer my soul i bared his blessings i see i know he has his hand on me life his way praise each day i have…