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if only

whisper

here i sit lonely
thinking of her
oh if only
only she could see
what she does to me

if only she knew
my mind races with thoughts
how my heart stops
if only she knew
what her eyes do

yea if only
if only
she knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
oh, if only

tick tock thoughts
another day gone
wake to tomorrow’s dawn
oh if only
hoping not to be alone
my love unknown
if only
only he could see
what he does to me

yea if only
if only
he knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
if only

if only things could have been different
no telling where we might have went
if only you could of seen
the lines in between
oh if only
here i sit lonely
thinking of you
and if only…

 

boys at play

new music

love_song_by_neska92

yea its time to get me some new music
got a habit that I’ve been working to kick
keep hitting forward on my player
and it keeps playing all the songs
that make me think of you
back when you made me weak
when our love was strong

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

got to hear some new lyrics
pick my heart up and away
get me through today
without you
gotta play something new
i cant hear the old songs
the same
without you

yea got to get me some new music
can’t keep playing all my old tunes
that just make me think of you
of us
and that’s too dangerous
cuz then I get a lil taste
and all it does
is make my heart ache

baby you had me all excited
felt like a queen for a day
and then all of sudden you decided
that you had to runaway
as bad as i want to hide it
baby you still find me
lyrics talk
i try so hard to fight it
melodies whisper
yea its time to get me some
some new music
got a habit
I’ve been fighting to kick
you music

I can’t wait

image

Baby I can’t wait
To do so much with you
Makeup to mud
Go out and stay in
All the fun
And then some
We could fall in

You think it’s all too common
This thing we got going on
Think that all I’m looking for is a promise
That you know our love is strong
Baby you’re wrong
Cause if I’m being honest
I want that
And so much more

I want the happy ever after
All the love and laughter
Want to be swirled on the dance floor
Want to be told I’m you’re only girl
And showed even more
Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick
I am not lookin for a love that’s quick
No
Want to be told I love you countless times during the day
Just because
and if you can’t give that
No if you think that’s not something you would like to do
I’m going to miss you

So many people settle
Just so they aren’t alone
I’m looking looking for him
The one that I want to call home
Always
He is who God has planned for me
The one that is my soul mate
I pray for him today
I hope to meet him soon
He is the one
I can’t wait

I want the happy ever after
All the love and laughter
Want to be swirled on the dance floor
Want to be told I’m you’re only girl
And showed even more
Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick
I am not lookin for a love that’s quick
No
Want to be told I love you countless times during the day
Just because
and if you can’t give that
No if you think that’s not something you would like to do
I’m going to miss you

Yea they say sometimes good things fall apart
So better things can come together
Baby my heart has been broke
But I know that you’re worth every break
I know you’re out there
And everyday I pray
I can’t wait
To give you all my love
To be that Proverbs 31 woman
You dream of
I can’t wait

love. live. leap.

livelovedream

every song
starts with a beat
kinda like with love
to make it fire hot
there has to be a spark
sometimes it’s instant
sometimes it’s a slow start
doesn’t matter how
just be open
not broken
love outloud

gotta love
ready to feel the rhythm
gotta live
be what you are to born to become
gotta leap
trust your spirit to fly
dare to dream
love
live
leap

every river
had to be a stream
kinda like a flower
was first only a seed
just need a lil water
sometimes it’s intant
sometimes it’s a slow start
doesn’t matter how
just be open
not broken
shine proud

gotta love
ready to feel the rhythm
gotta live
be what you are to born to become
gotta leap
trust your spirit to fly
dare to dream
love
live
leap

every heartache
is a heart that has loved
kinda like every dream
is the hope you have within
life can be more than it seems
sometimes it’s instant
sometimes it’s a slow start
doesn’t matter how
just be open
not broken
start now

let your light shine
let your colors be bright
let yourself fly
love
live
leap

find yourself lost

strong

you know its
strong
when it makes you
weak
chasing that feeling
ya start believing

in love
in us
you start beginning
to trust
that lil voice
that one you heard before
but chose to ignore
now you find yourself
wondering
night dreaming
tingling
crazy love thoughts
so crazy
find yourself lost

like when ya flip
two magnets
we can’t resist
coming together
forces stronger than us
unavoidable rush

in love
in us
you start beginning
to trust
that lil voice
that one you heard before
but chose to ignore
now you find yourself
wondering
night dreaming
tingling
crazy love thoughts
so crazy
find yourself lost

like a trick
with the treat
the magic
between you and me
yea i feel the heat
feel the

love
in us
beginning
yea im beggining
to trust
that lil voice
that one i heard before
but chose to ignore
yea im beginning to trust
the strength
the power
the magic
of love

it was me

flowers

it doesnt make sense
this life of curves
everyday playing pretend
trying to move on
hide hurt you have learned

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

you just can’t believe
always right there
to make you complete
all you ever did
was leave

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

running
not away
running
not afraid
running
got to find
running
make up
for lost time

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
your dream

like me

In you I can
See
Something in you
To be
More than you
Dream

Like a catapiller
Transforming
Spreading your wings
First time to fly
Unknowing your beauty
As your start to ascend
Remember you got a friend
Many friends
Like me

Sometimes it feels
Weighted
And out of control
Jaded
More than
You think you
Can hold

I’ve been there
been there before
You’re a lot
Like me

And then I was…
Transformed
Spread my wings
My first time to fly
Was so scary
And then I reached out my hand
And there was a friend
Many friends
Like me

Don’t hold onto your dreams
like me
In you I can
See
Something in you
Like me
More than you
Dream
You can ever
Be

You’re a lot
Like me

love never ends

I went there today
To the place I know
That I don’t wanna stay
But yet I return
Again and again
Circle back
Dead end

Each time I think
It will lead me somewhere else
Keeping thinking
I can change how I felt
Looking for a friend
Whatever I thought you were
Dead end

You can say you love her
You can stand by her side
And play pretend
I ain’t gonna cry
Hold her hand
I’ll hold my head up high
No I’m not going there again
You’re a dead end

I will pick up the pieces
And pray everyday
That God helps me through
shows me the way
Yea I know now
I understand
He is never
A dead end

I will say I love him
Walk daily carrying the cross
Waiting for when
He answers my prayers
Holding his hand
Looking at heaven up high
Standing
Knowing I want to go
Want to be with
The great I am

Patient, kind, not jealous
Love does not brag or is arrogant
Never rude, it does not lie
Not irritable, doesn’t keep record
Of wrong and right
Happy with the truth
Withstands, trust, and hopes
In all things
Love never fails
I see the light
Love never ends

starting gate

yanno they say,
certain amount of looking back is healthy
and Lord knows, I’m guilty

been there in the back for a long time
just thoughts running through my mind
dreams I wanna chase
maybe win a race….or two
trying to learn from the past
cause i remember it
and then i remember you

now I’m long gone
over you
now I just find you in the songs
there’s plenty to remind me
of where I’ve been
my mind spinning
yea you know how
to still get to me
you’re still winning

gotta remember that’s not where I’m goin
got the Lord showin
me where he wants me to be
shining a light where I’m goin
knowing that you
wont follow me

now I’m long gone
over you
now I just find you in the songs
there’s plenty to remind me
of where I’ve been
my soul spinning
yea you know how
to still get to me
even though we’ve ended

gotta cross my heart
whenever you cross my mind
follow the path
the shot in the dark
God lighting the way
not going to be where I’ve
already been
no, not going to stay
not afraid
make a new way

now I’m long gone
over you
now i change the song
been there in the back for a long time
just thoughts running through my mind
dreams I wanna chase
cant win if i dont race
ive got a standing start
jumping out the gate