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what i dreamt it to be, what it has been, what it is, and what it can become…reflections of love’s past, present, and future…love revolutions.

never go away

never go away
I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

Now I have
wished upon a star
I’ve crossed my heart
Heard the lines
Been torn apart
Still I’m here
Waiting and praying
That you will want to start
On a journey with me
Down the aisle
Hand out, shaking
Wanting to see me smile

Been a long time
Since I drifted off
Got lost in thought
Lost in you
Catch myself daydreaming
Caught up in you
Yea lately I’ve been
Wondering
Wondering off
Off road
Off track
Off the path
Wondering about you
Do you feel it too?

All the years
I’ve been waiting
All the time
You’ve been hesitating
All the tears
From my eyes
Knowing
You’ve never cried
Never even tried

I can leave
If ya want me to
That’s the last thing I want
You know it too
Yea, I’m still here
I wanna stay
But I won’t
Until you say
I want you
Only you
Never go away

yes, you

yes-you

Is that you
Knocking at my door
Will I let you in
Like I did before

Do you
Still love me
Question in your eyes
The tears you see

Go away
You’re not welcome
Here no more
Go find someone
Who will believe
All the lies you’ve told before

Can you
Just listen
It’s not what I think
You persisted
Saying “I want to be honest
Tell you everything
I promise”

Go away
(I want to stay)
You’re not welcome
(It’s you I wanna come home to)
Here no more
(Everyday)
Go find someone who will … believe
(I know it’s hard to … believe)
All the lies you’ve told before
(I wanna be yours)

Flashes of uncertainty
Moments of doubt
Sometimes happens
Only with you
Yes, you

Can’t help but wonder
Biting my lip
Pinching myself
Falling through
I can’t find a way
To forget about you
Yes, you

Go away
(I want to stay)
You’re not welcome
(It’s you I wanna come home to)
Here no more
(Everyday)
Go find someone who will … believe
(I know it’s hard to … believe)
All the lies you’ve told before
(I wanna be yours)

Is that you
Knocking at my door
Dreaming of
Yes, you
Love

it was me

flowers

it doesnt make sense
this life of curves
everyday playing pretend
trying to move on
hide hurt you have learned

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

you just can’t believe
always right there
to make you complete
all you ever did
was leave

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

running
not away
running
not afraid
running
got to find
running
make up
for lost time

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
your dream

starting gate

yanno they say,
certain amount of looking back is healthy
and Lord knows, I’m guilty

been there in the back for a long time
just thoughts running through my mind
dreams I wanna chase
maybe win a race….or two
trying to learn from the past
cause i remember it
and then i remember you

now I’m long gone
over you
now I just find you in the songs
there’s plenty to remind me
of where I’ve been
my mind spinning
yea you know how
to still get to me
you’re still winning

gotta remember that’s not where I’m goin
got the Lord showin
me where he wants me to be
shining a light where I’m goin
knowing that you
wont follow me

now I’m long gone
over you
now I just find you in the songs
there’s plenty to remind me
of where I’ve been
my soul spinning
yea you know how
to still get to me
even though we’ve ended

gotta cross my heart
whenever you cross my mind
follow the path
the shot in the dark
God lighting the way
not going to be where I’ve
already been
no, not going to stay
not afraid
make a new way

now I’m long gone
over you
now i change the song
been there in the back for a long time
just thoughts running through my mind
dreams I wanna chase
cant win if i dont race
ive got a standing start
jumping out the gate

in the picture

i want to be beside you
the one making you laugh
make an album of memories
an album of us
letting life’s moments occur
i want to be in the picture

lets capture the moments
the here and the now
tomorrows sun rises
all of life’s surprises
hand in hand
frame by frame
and not wonder
what we could have became

i reflect on my life, the shots up till now
i feel happy and proud
as i turn the pages of the present
living the pictures that develop
i know the shot i want to see
a picture of you and me

lets capture the moments
the here and the now
tomorrows sun rises
all of life’s surprises
hand in hand
frame by frame
and not wonder
what we could have became

as you look back upon your life
the defeats, the glories, the fight
childhood, teenager, husband and wife
each memory like a picture
in your album of life
i want to be there
be the one beside you
moments as we were

tears and laughter
happy ever after
our memories
our life
in pictures

synchronicity

At the time there was something wrong with me
Remember when I was fond of you
Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me
It is more like there was something wrong with you
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have
Remember I had to forget about you
Now you wondering about what we had
Wanting to know if I still think what I knew
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

Synchronicity
When you and me
Become we
Synchronicity
One and one become two
Then three
Synchronicity
Wondering what we could be
Desynchronizing

thats love to me

its like a feather floating
so gracefully
fluid movements
gliding with rhythm
thats love to me

sparkling, reflecting the light
the colors ever changing
with a shimmer of gold vibrancy
stimulating but relaxing
thats love to me

flowing effortlessly
knowing the winds curves
no map or destination
just where you need to be
thats love to me

souls souring
pure and weightless
like fire dancing
warm and nuturing
thats love to me

a beat that takes over
makes your body shiver
swaying to the drunk melody
creating a natural harmony
thats love to me

that’s what she said

That's what she said

I would of loved you forever
Could of kissed you everyday
Anything to be together
Anything but this way
That’s what she said

I loved you when we first met
Loved the way you laughed
I knew you would be the one I could never forget
Knew it was you I could never have
That’s what he said

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

Never had given my heart
To anyone else but he
Never could of imagined
Him without me, our family
That’s what she said

I left her for good
Threw out her and her boys
Finally rid of wife number two
Got rid of all that noise
That’s what he said

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

She can love anyone
so can he
Looks like her heart chose him
Holding him
She remembers
Being touched by him
She remembers
The thrill to be near him
Yea she remembers
But he chose her
Now she knows
She doesn’t have
Him to hold

Fell like they didn’t see the fall
Thought it wouldn’t hurt
To just call

She would of loved him forever
Could of kissed him everyday
Anything to be together
Anything but this way
That’s what she said

second chance with you

I’m sorry if I hurt you
never wanted it that way
I look back now and wonder if
there was something
that I could’ve made me stay

thoughts of you
lil gurl dreams
had such big hopes
a fairy tale to come true
didn’t realize what I already had
was that much
and much more
than I could’ve ever of hoped for

here we are again
our second chance at believing
in love, in us
love what I’m feeling
so blessed

the time spent apart
made our bond stronger
now together again
my heart I can’t hold on
any longer

here we are again
our second chance at believing
in love, in us
love what I’m feeling
so blessed

my heart still skips a beat
when you reach out for my hand
makes me feel like I’m eighteen
all over again

all day I spend dreaming
of us and how we will spend
our days growing old
I surrender myself to you
I give you my all
heart, body, and soul

I do, wanna take that
second chance
I do, want only you
another chance at believing
in love, in us
love what I’m feeling
so blessed