• re:love

    camouflage kiss

    never did i kiss you so why am i daydreaming why do i miss you? all these thoughts you keep stealing cant do this anymore lift up my head bring my heart down could of been true love with you got to start the leaving camouflage my emotions im down and kneeling keep feeling this heart jumping to the ceiling guess what you cant have you want more and more got to start the healing cant do this anymore god have mercy on my soul give me the peace i keep searching for i will move on got to go on without you pray that i make it alone lift…

  • in bloom

    getting better

    wondering if you could be thinking of me too feeling so stupid for having such strong feelings and then knowing you cant see what ive been seeing given you too many chances so many chances thoughts keep putting a feeling my heart makes me crazy in the head cant believe i keep saying all the things ive said been trying to figure out what this is what this is so here i will wait not going to go to you again yea if we are gonna ever be then you will have to come to me forget the consequences of us being together dont miss this no dont miss this…

  • reflections

    love again*

    i remember day dreamin in third grade about where i would be someday first time, i gave my my heart to lil brown eyed girl reaching for stars she wanted to sing and play guitar i was holding her in the dark keeping her from the spotlight she had to go take a leap of faith left me here all alone to wait in no rush had all the time in the world never thought i would be where i am never thought of life without love now here i am out on my own making way, everyday tryin to become someone so when she comes back she will see…

  • reflections

    nightmares of you

    believe, hope, and dream life’s blissful theme all these things i thought of you believed that you were the one hoped of what i had envisioned and now i dream of you the dreams that haunt more scary than any nightmare i’ve ever had yea gimme running, falling, getting shot gimme freddie room full of snakes anything but a dream of you and i’ll be ready won’t have the shakes when i wake and realize its not true each day i wake up try to make up for the the dreams of you every night i go to sleep get in a dream deep dreams too good to be true…

  • reflections

    bigger than texas

    you had touched my heart before i even knew you that is the honest truth there was just something about you i don’t know what it was what it is but it is there and it has always been there i guess you could say you answered my prayers i dont know what is worse to know or not some things i will never know but i know this about me i wouldn’t pass up on love if i felt that strongly if it’s there what i’ve been dreaming of so little that would of kept me away no, there isnt much i wouldn’t do to be with you and…

  • reflections

    tailspin

    most of the time i feel like i can take over the world, but when im with you i feel like a little gurl all my confidence gone away so beautiful yet so invincible how can i be one in the same people run to me but i have to run to you and then watch you run away when i get to the top ill crash and burn tell myself loved and learned its the climb that counts so i keep moving dont look down slow and steady dont look down until your ready tail spin most of the time i think i can keep living without you keep…

  • reflections

    wake up

    i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be there on my back again looking at the ceiling another lonely yawn find the courage to wake up, get up, live up to the promises i’ve made when you wake up without me are ya haunted without me holding what you wanted not me remember the promise that you broke remember me heart broke remember us the words i spoke holding back the tears my heart you keep stealing when i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be…

  • reflections

    ya got me

    ya know ya always said that you’d be around always said, that you’d know how to get to me, didn’t matter day or night well baby where are ya now? my cheeks they havent been dry in weeks my nights, spent cryin turnin, my pillow turnin lookin for the dry side all night cryin surrender yea i remember ya always said, you’d know how to get to me what you would do yea if ya only knew you can still get to me baby, where are you now didnt think that you’d be still gettin to me wonderin why im tryin to hide what you do to me all day…

  • hope/love/happiness

    playing with fire

    the reflection of sunlight in your eyes the moonlight glow on your skin the flicker of flames dancing feel the fire, feel it grow within u can look… but u cant touch u can kiss… but u cant tell u can play… but u cant win feel the fire, the game begins hear the embers echoes taste the sweat the heat creates feel the fire warming deep inside flammability is high i can look… but i cant touch i can kiss… but i cant tell i can play… but i cant win hotter than i have ever been the whisper that wants to roar the chance to yell with the…

  • re:love

    got better things to do

    back then i didn’t know what to do was so caught up in you didn’t know who or what i wanted to be now here i stand and, now you want to be my man but baby cant you see now i’ve found me and i like who i am i found a life without you yea, now i’ve got better things to do before that would of made me happy just to be beside you where you stand happy holding your hand over the last few years there’s been heartache and tears and now i know what i need to do yea, to continue standing without you baby cant…