reflections

wake up

i wake up
remembering the feeling
i roll over to hold you
still not believing
you’re gone
hoping you’ll be there

on my back again
looking at the ceiling
another lonely yawn
find the courage to
wake up, get up, live up
to the promises i’ve made

when you wake up
without me
are ya haunted
without me
holding what you wanted
not me

remember the promise
that you broke
remember me
heart broke
remember us
the words i spoke

holding back the tears
my heart you keep stealing
when i wake up
remembering the feeling
i roll over to hold you
still not believing

you’re gone
hoping you’ll be there
on my back looking at the ceiling
another lonely yawn
find the courage to get up, live up
to the promises i’ve made

yea, when you wake up
are you wrapped around
the one you wanted
are you taunted
with memories of us
or impervious

holding on to the memories
aint enough to keep me going
almost picked up the phone
already knowing
you’re gone
i need to wake up
move on

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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