• re:love

    if only

    here i sit lonely thinking of her oh if only only she could see what she does to me if only she knew my mind races with thoughts how my heart stops if only she knew what her eyes do yea if only if only she knew then i might not be so so lonely oh, if only tick tock thoughts another day gone wake to tomorrow’s dawn oh if only hoping not to be alone my love unknown if only only he could see what he does to me yea if only if only he knew then i might not be so so lonely if only if only things…

  • reflections

    boys at play

    So hard for a gurl After hearing all the lines To believe any boy Each time try to be open My heart played with Like a toy Played with Til it’s broken So tell me Tell me you’re different Tell me not worry Tell me you want me There isn’t any hurry Tell me No, promise That you will stay Hold me Make me believe There’s a man out there Who is honest Not a boy at play I close my eyes Count to ten Try to forget All the lines I’ve heard All the words whispered All the next day regrets Focus on you Try to believe What you’ve…

  • re:love

    jason

    The first one was in marine biology You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me Young girl looking for a boys affection All he had to do was give me a lil attention Yea Jason was so smooth Had me swayin to his lines Too good to be the truth I thought I learned my lesson Until I met Jason #2 He had those puppy dog eyes Had me looking at his profile Next day I see he left a message for me We had a date to meet by the end of the week Yea Jason #2 So cute He twirled me on the dance floor…

  • hope/love/happiness

    I can’t wait

    Baby I can’t wait To do so much with you Makeup to mud Go out and stay in All the fun And then some We could fall in You think it’s all too common This thing we got going on Think that all I’m looking for is a promise That you know our love is strong Baby you’re wrong Cause if I’m being honest I want that And so much more I want the happy ever after All the love and laughter Want to be swirled on the dance floor Want to be told I’m you’re only girl And showed even more Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick I…

  • re:love

    you. don’t. know.

    Funny how you think you know me With just some texts and pics You know all about my personality My laugh, my cry, My faith, my trust, My smell, and that look in my eyes You haven’t been there for My high fives, my down lows You. Don’t. Know. You don’t know how I thought of you So many times, the stars times two Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you Haunted by the feelings Remembering the words you said Couldn’t believe what I was hearing I know I said a lot, TMI like no other But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly Always hoping of finding more…

  • reflections

    it was me

    it doesnt make sense this life of curves everyday playing pretend trying to move on hide hurt you have learned then the day comes the day where the its clear the moment you see the moment you feared the day you realize im the one it was me you just can’t believe always right there to make you complete all you ever did was leave then the day comes the day where the its clear the moment you see the moment you feared the day you realize im the one it was me running not away running not afraid running got to find running make up for lost time then…

  • re:love

    tick tock love

            trying to get you to open up trying to get me to shut down trying to make you not run trying to make me walk oh the back and forth tick tock, game I play each day, we are apart each beat, of my heart stop crying as i write crying out to you crying to fight crying to get you to talk oh the back and forth tick tock, game I play each day, we are apart each beat, of my heart stop the hardest part is never knowing where you are at where you are going if you ever think of me if you…

  • reflections

    synchronicity

    At the time there was something wrong with me Remember when I was fond of you Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me It is more like there was something wrong with you Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you wanted I couldn’t be Synchronicity You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have Remember I had to forget about you Now you wondering about what we had Wanting to know if I still think what I knew Synchronicity Now you see all you never could see Remember when I wasn’t a need Everything you…

  • re:love

    lost and scared

    hello its you again lost and scared suspicious looking over your shoulder every day repetitious wondering when it will be over wondering if it could get any colder your world a blur lost and scared when is the last time you actually cared same day as every year before lost and scared all running together different places got the act down looking for your heart holder wearing all the right faces just a year older your world a blur lost and scared when is the last time you really cared lost and scared so scared to show that you might really care you’re scared you will be lost and scared…

  • in bloom

    getting better

    wondering if you could be thinking of me too feeling so stupid for having such strong feelings and then knowing you cant see what ive been seeing given you too many chances so many chances thoughts keep putting a feeling my heart makes me crazy in the head cant believe i keep saying all the things ive said been trying to figure out what this is what this is so here i will wait not going to go to you again yea if we are gonna ever be then you will have to come to me forget the consequences of us being together dont miss this no dont miss this…