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if only

whisper

here i sit lonely
thinking of her
oh if only
only she could see
what she does to me

if only she knew
my mind races with thoughts
how my heart stops
if only she knew
what her eyes do

yea if only
if only
she knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
oh, if only

tick tock thoughts
another day gone
wake to tomorrow’s dawn
oh if only
hoping not to be alone
my love unknown
if only
only he could see
what he does to me

yea if only
if only
he knew
then i might not be so
so lonely
if only

if only things could have been different
no telling where we might have went
if only you could of seen
the lines in between
oh if only
here i sit lonely
thinking of you
and if only…

 

boys at play

jason

jason

The first one was in marine biology
You would of thought he knew exactly how to get me
Young girl looking for a boys affection
All he had to do was give me a lil attention

Yea Jason was so smooth
Had me swayin to his lines
Too good to be the truth
I thought I learned my lesson
Until I met Jason #2

He had those puppy dog eyes
Had me looking at his profile
Next day I see he left a message for me
We had a date to meet by the end of the week
Yea Jason #2
So cute

He twirled me on the dance floor
Held me tight, had my heart racing
Gave me a feeling I couldn’t ignore
Until I found out about another girl he was chasin…
Then I met another Jason

Third time I thought was a charm
Yea he had me thinking I was the only girl on his arm
Telling me I was different
Wanting to see me

You know they say shame on you once, shame on me twice…
Yea he had me thinking I was wrong before
And now I am paying the price
Lesson number 3
Learned and burned
No more Jason’s and me

I can’t wait

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Baby I can’t wait
To do so much with you
Makeup to mud
Go out and stay in
All the fun
And then some
We could fall in

You think it’s all too common
This thing we got going on
Think that all I’m looking for is a promise
That you know our love is strong
Baby you’re wrong
Cause if I’m being honest
I want that
And so much more

I want the happy ever after
All the love and laughter
Want to be swirled on the dance floor
Want to be told I’m you’re only girl
And showed even more
Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick
I am not lookin for a love that’s quick
No
Want to be told I love you countless times during the day
Just because
and if you can’t give that
No if you think that’s not something you would like to do
I’m going to miss you

So many people settle
Just so they aren’t alone
I’m looking looking for him
The one that I want to call home
Always
He is who God has planned for me
The one that is my soul mate
I pray for him today
I hope to meet him soon
He is the one
I can’t wait

I want the happy ever after
All the love and laughter
Want to be swirled on the dance floor
Want to be told I’m you’re only girl
And showed even more
Pancakes in bed, soup when I’m sick
I am not lookin for a love that’s quick
No
Want to be told I love you countless times during the day
Just because
and if you can’t give that
No if you think that’s not something you would like to do
I’m going to miss you

Yea they say sometimes good things fall apart
So better things can come together
Baby my heart has been broke
But I know that you’re worth every break
I know you’re out there
And everyday I pray
I can’t wait
To give you all my love
To be that Proverbs 31 woman
You dream of
I can’t wait

you. don’t. know.

tou dont know

Funny how you think you know me
With just some texts and pics
You know all about my personality
My laugh, my cry,
My faith, my trust,
My smell, and that look in my eyes
You haven’t been there for
My high fives, my down lows
You. Don’t. Know.

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

I know I said a lot, TMI like no other
But then that’s my brave heart wanting to fly
Always hoping of finding more than a lover
Still can’t believe I fell for your lies, line after line

You don’t know how I thought of you
So many times, the stars times two
Wanted to believe, wanted to trust you
Haunted by the feelings
Remembering the words you said
Couldn’t believe what I was hearing

Yea I don’t know you
We haven’t spent time together
Your absence is loud
The distance speaks volumes
You don’t have to turn it up
I’m not callin

it was me

flowers

it doesnt make sense
this life of curves
everyday playing pretend
trying to move on
hide hurt you have learned

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

you just can’t believe
always right there
to make you complete
all you ever did
was leave

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
im the one
it was me

running
not away
running
not afraid
running
got to find
running
make up
for lost time

then the day comes
the day where the its clear
the moment you see
the moment you feared
the day you realize
your dream

tick tock love

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trying to get you to open up
trying to get me to shut down
trying to make you not run
trying to make me walk
oh the back and forth
tick tock, game I play
each day, we are apart
each beat, of my heart
stop

crying as i write
crying out to you
crying to fight
crying to get you to talk
oh the back and forth
tick tock, game I play
each day, we are apart
each beat, of my heart
stop

the hardest part
is never knowing
where you are at
where you are going
if you ever think of me
if you ever find yourself
wondering

lying in the dark
lieing to yourself
lying cold and alone
lieing “to be on top”
oh the back and forth
tick tock, game you play
each day, we are apart
each beat, of your heart
stop
it doesn’t have to be
this way

synchronicity

At the time there was something wrong with me
Remember when I was fond of you
Now isn’t it funny when you find yourself thinking of me
It is more like there was something wrong with you
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

You were everything I wanted, nothing I could ever have
Remember I had to forget about you
Now you wondering about what we had
Wanting to know if I still think what I knew
Synchronicity

Now you see all you never could see
Remember when I wasn’t a need
Everything you wanted
I couldn’t be
Synchronicity

Synchronicity
When you and me
Become we
Synchronicity
One and one become two
Then three
Synchronicity
Wondering what we could be
Desynchronizing

lost and scared


hello
its you again
lost and scared
suspicious
looking over your shoulder
every day repetitious
wondering when it will be over
wondering if it could get
any colder

your world
a blur
lost and scared
when is the last time
you actually cared

same day
as every year before
lost and scared
all running together
different places
got the act down
looking for your heart holder
wearing all the right faces
just a year older

your world
a blur
lost and scared
when is the last time
you really cared

lost and scared
so scared
to show that you
might really care
you’re scared you will be
lost and scared
without me

getting better

wondering if you could be thinking of me too
feeling so stupid for having such strong feelings
and then knowing you cant see
what ive been seeing
given you too many chances
so many chances

thoughts keep putting a feeling my heart
makes me crazy in the head
cant believe i keep saying
all the things ive said
been trying to figure out what this is
what this is

so here i will wait
not going to go to you again
yea if we are gonna ever be
then you will have to come to me
forget the consequences
of us being together
dont miss this
no dont miss this
cause im just gonna
keep getting better

we’ve been
always playing it safe
never coloring outside the lines
do what everyone expects
be what others want to see
playing pretend
all that to be happy
so “happy”

yea you think
i’ll keep calling forever
always be a tomorrow
taken me for granted
the gurl next door
been there knocking
yea me always knocking

this kind of love
can make you think
anything is possible
until ya realize
what ya thought was
impossible
that i would ever
stop calling
no im not calling
anymore

not going to run next door to you again
yea if we are gonna ever be
then you will have to come to me
ya had your chance
for us to be together
you’re gonna miss this
miss this
and im just gonna
keep getting better