hope/love/happiness

esoteric love

i have to say im scared
dont know what i should do
want to look in your eyes
want to touch you…

it is you that tempts me
i think i might lose control
you that makes me look again
you that makes me feel whole

im scared, scared of your touch
scared of feeling too much
scared you dont feel it too
ive fallen, fallen hard for you
what started out as a flirt
turned into something that could hurt

i can feel it when i talk to you
my heart quickens its pace
and you are doing this
but i havent even touched your face

and this is why i am scared
i dont know if its real
you got me doubting myself
got me wondering how you feel

im scared, scared of your touch
scared of feeling too much
scared you dont feel it too
ive fallen, fallen hard for you
what started out as a flirt
turned into something that could hurt

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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