hope/love/happiness

like a gurl

i couldve
i mightve
i did
fall in love with you
again
like a gurl

knew but denied
that my head was spinning
working just to breathe
any time youre near me
that same ol’ tug
my heart youre winning
and your not even pulling
me close
never hear your whispers
in my ear
saying all
the things
a gurl
wants to hear

i starting thinking
like a gurl
wondering what to wear
how you might like my hair
all this time thinkin
like a gurl
if maybe
you are worried
like me
about what to say
what to do
when you see me
look at you
like a gurl

wondering if youre nervous
about all the things
that could happen
all the lil things
that count
adding up
to something
that only you
and me
can see

moving on
and away
say good bye
and pray
that maybe you think
like a gurl
of all the lil things
and add them up
one by one
to something
that only you
can make happen
open your heart
to what youre missing
like a gurl, like me

they say to of loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all...is that the same for writing? to of wrote and never be read is better than to never have wrote at all??? and so here are my writings for all the world to see....love is a universal language, and im sure my heartaches and joys are shared by millions of people everyday, so hopefully you relate to what i have felt. "I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly God was speaking, "My name is 'I am'". I waited. God continued, "When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I was.' When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not 'I will be.' When you live in this moment, it is not hard. I am here. My name is 'I am.' As seen on the kitchen wall of Saint Benedict´s Monastery. Who is SheRocks??? Just a gurl who has been through the ups and downs of love and then some :-) These are some of the writings I have written throughout the years, and continually writing.

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