• reflections

    radio addiction

    addiction call me your fool i follow you addiction breaking my own rules turning my radio on addiction wanting something thats not good for me been through the steps, know where they lead addiction still i look, wanting to see addiction wanting you to want me even though your gone yea you’re gone still here i sit thinking, smiling remembering, crying laughing, trying to remember us and better times listening to the radio on yea, i find you in the songs remembering how you would sing along even though your gone yea you’re gone addiction forgot the number one trying to make wrong right addiction a well traveled path another…

  • in bloom

    after laughter

    seeing the sun through your eyes shining when you look at me sparking something inside feels like radiating like a shooting star high in the sky flyin’ and fallin’ where i should be with you, my darlin’ a feelin’ i cant fight like trying to stop the rain from fallin’ always you i think about callin’ darlin’ i remember picturing it always smiling holding hands with laughter and you were there you were my happily ever after yea, sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together like hittin one out of the park when you been strikin out forever feel myself fallin’ free fallin’ seeing the sun…

  • hope/love/happiness

    esoteric love

    i have to say im scared dont know what i should do want to look in your eyes want to touch you… it is you that tempts me i think i might lose control you that makes me look again you that makes me feel whole im scared, scared of your touch scared of feeling too much scared you dont feel it too ive fallen, fallen hard for you what started out as a flirt turned into something that could hurt i can feel it when i talk to you my heart quickens its pace and you are doing this but i havent even touched your face and this is…

  • hope/love/happiness

    echoes

    an echo is the persistence of a sound after its source has stopped i have a couple of echoes in my heart i always hear them when my heart skips a beat letting me know that love isn’t always sweet once upon a time there were no echoes i loved without fear, without clothes no hesitations, no insecurities, naive but still i want to believe dont tell me not to love not to have faith not to dream of walking down the isle you waiting at the end and we both smile you holding out your hand me stepping up to be your woman, your wife dont tell me not…

  • in bloom

    fallen feeling

    i love that feeling knees knocking dont know what to say i love that feeling when all my confidence has gone away i love that feeling heart skipping sounds so cliche thats the feeling i get when im with you thats the feeling i get everytime i see you thats the feeling i chase when youre away thats the feeling i want everyday i love that feeling doubting everything i say i love that feeling so excited so afraid i love that feeling smiling all day yea with you i feel whole i feel complete with you i want each moment to repeat call it bliss heart leaping to the ceiling…

  • reflections

    that changes everything

    up, when i should be asleep down, dreaming of a love that’s deep yea thinking bout me and you wondering what to do waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything wondering if tomorrow will be the day don’t make me wait til next year all these nights thinking how it will be trying to see the moment crystal clear waiting for that one moment that will be the beginning waiting in torment for the moment that changes everything the moment that changes everything the moment that’s worth all this pain sleepless nights, fantasy dreams lots of slow music…

  • notes and quotes

    hold my handle

    ” I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” ~ Marilyn Monroe