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wake up
i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be there on my back again looking at the ceiling another lonely yawn find the courage to wake up, get up, live up to the promises i’ve made when you wake up without me are ya haunted without me holding what you wanted not me remember the promise that you broke remember me heart broke remember us the words i spoke holding back the tears my heart you keep stealing when i wake up remembering the feeling i roll over to hold you still not believing you’re gone hoping you’ll be…
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a word like that
when you wake up in the morning are you wrapped around the one you wanted as the day goes by do you look around looking for something more trying turn around your frown didnt expect to feel this way wondering why i didnt play why i had to breakaway love, i run away from a word like that to afraid of feeling something and then fallen flat should i say this should i say that love yea i run away from a word like that ya never know what could happen ya never know when ya stop with conditions all the misconceptions the games the comparisons didnt expect to feel…
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more about the gift than the package
betcha cant wait to fall asleep and dream of me i tell myself that sometimes but dont believe you ever see me beyond the package when you close your eyes your dream come true a gift in disguise trying to remember the reasons why we can’t be together all superficial all lies all the things to say but too scared to realize its more than just butterflies my dream scenario is you waking up with me i know every detail my heart lifts deep breath exhale this precious gift just want to know what happens next trying to remember the reasons why we can’t be together all superficial all lies…
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like a gurl
i couldve i mightve i did fall in love with you again like a gurl knew but denied that my head was spinning working just to breathe any time youre near me that same ol’ tug my heart youre winning and your not even pulling me close never hear your whispers in my ear saying all the things a gurl wants to hear i starting thinking like a gurl wondering what to wear how you might like my hair all this time thinkin like a gurl if maybe you are worried like me about what to say what to do when you see me look at you like a gurl…
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life goes on
“Let go of what you think life should be so you can experience the life you have.” Rhonda Britten
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you’re the boy for me
i like the way your eyes dance youll take any bet, given a chance the go with the flow attitude but always playing to win how you’re picky about your food and your good ol boy grin these are some little likes that i came up with while thinking of you tonight wanted to write them out, boy was that dumb just had to know the little-likes-about-you sum and now i can see you’re the boy for me add in the second half you know the way you laugh hoopin’ and hollerin’ when you get excited but you can also sit back and relax you know how to get the…
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our love
? even though you almost destroyed it i still have a heart i still want to love i still want to begin i still think of never wanting to be apart holding hands somehow i cant forget it how a spark can start the beating the life of my heart i know you can hear me i need your love today on my knees hear me as i pray its not simple its not easy to explain its like being out of reach the feeling when i hear your name funny, all you ever had to do was ask and i would of done anything i still have a heart…
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let the beating start
been here for a while not knowing how to smile looking for a reason to keep hope looking for him in the same boat never does my heart skip a beat don’t want to feel just anyone’s touch keep trying to feel the heat didn’t know i was asking for so much i pray to god to just let the beating start don’t forget my lonely heart pray there will be the day when i open my eyes and see him lying next to me don’t want the hook up i want the hitch just needing a lil luck roll the dice make my heart rich i pray to god…
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falling together
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” ~ Marilyn Monroe
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better this way
today i wont accept my life i’m creating a new one now my tomorrows will change going to be different somehow at first it will be a little strange today will make a difference next year tomorrow i wipe away the tears changing my lifes direction today is my resurrection my awakening, my dawn taking my first steps now and ill get there i know ill get there somehow i realized today its better this way you keep living today like all your yesterdays the way of life the life you know now tomorrows wont change today blurs into last year the years that have faded away remember its better…